lagi gj

after all this time, gw baru sadar (baca= bener2 sadar) gue udah bukan anak sma. kmprvrts ! gue udah anak kuliahan. HA HA HA ! buset telat amat. iye gue tau telat nya ajubileh dashyat. setelah gue baca blog tmn2 gue, chat sm tmn sma. yamppoonnn sheilaaaa kmana aja sih lo ?! aduh random banget sih  gua :S jaman dulu yaa gue cuma bayangin tinggal sndiri gak pake bonyok, dapet suasana baru, struggle sm hdp baru. eh skrng gue udah bnr2 ngerasain LOL. susah deh ngungkapinnya hihii. 

smangaaaatttt ciaaaaattt ! the aim is being a great doctor LMFAO. im on the way to blazer putih, meredith grey, DR. SHEPHERD, unicef, bukan menjadi pekerja melet-melet di blakang meja hahaha. euphoria sudah berakhir, waktunya kerja keras hoho. eh gila kesambet setan apaan gue ngomong kek gini hahahah. way to go sheila !

ps. ini post paling gj yang prnh gue buat. mendingan gak usah baca hahahhahaa.

today

these are some photos i made on my 5 months summer holiday (i miss that time already). they were supposed to be printed out and sticked on my wall. iill print them later lol. i found these photos in my hard disk just now, brought back some memories :P 

anyway today was pretty fine. i love tuesday :) i only have mandarin class and chem lab class. no theory class :D i only have physics lab class and pe class on wed. so i have nothing to do tonite, no homework, no pre lab assignment :DD i slept at 3am yesterday. why ? cos i made a lab report then my friend asked me to join my vietnamese friends midnite birthday surprise, last its simply bcos i couldnt sleep at all. i slept too much in the noon :P i have no idea whats wrong with my body, i feel so sleepy on lunch break and i feel so alive in the nite lmfao

i dont know what to write anymore zzzz =.=" see you then :P

first chinese post

大家好, 这个是我第一个写用中文, 忘带我的水平的语法 ：）我不会字写很多，太难 ！ 今天我没有情要做。很高兴  :D 我上周做了测验. 可一啊因为那个是我第一次测验。 今天不太冷，我只穿着二件薄的衣服。可是下周会很日， 到处 27C。 奇怪的天气。 我不喜欢冬季, 我吃很多 :S 现在我很想我的国家了。我的家人还有我的朋有。他们都怎么样？我在这里的朋有们也很好。我期望我都可一叫好朋有。

你们明白我写什么吗？啊啊啊 。我要睡觉，我明天上8点有课。

p.s. hhhhh 很累写中文！

break a leg ! toodles <3<3

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16.11.09

2 days before my dads birthday

a month before me turning 18 (me ! 18 ! whaatt ?! haha lebay)

i had mid term physics exam today. it went errk fine. i could have done better if i studied harder. a lil disappointment but thats okay :) im just hoping that i can pass the exam. amen. lifes here is so far so good. im still fighting with the language. well, AT LEAST IM IMPROVED ! hahahaa. 

so far, i do miss indonesian food. i made a slide about bali for introduction to china lesson. i googled about balinese foods, i found foods which i used to ate at home and theyre all made me miss indonesian foods more. gosh ! ah stop about foods. about the slide,yea i have to make a slide about tourist spots in indonesia, and do a presentation about it. i almost finish the slide just few photos left. PLOK PLOK ! and im gonna do the presentation on the same day with the chem mid term exam. *&936)(%#@$rt!ds i have no idea at all bout the chem. i dont know why i hate to deal with chem. ever since i was in high school. the highest score i got was 90-ish, about 2 or 3 times in 3 years. HA HA HA ! and now i have to deal with chem without gavin (he was my chem goddess inhigh school lol) how could be any worse LMFAO !

anyway the weather makes my day even worse. its so friggin cold. i hate the wind ! its around 12 C. it makes me lazy to wake up in the morning. the worst part is the fact that THE WEATHER INCREASES MY APPETITE. i gained 3 kilos. and tomorrow ill start my diet LOL. its the real diet. im not gonna eat meat and carbs and oily and fried foods until i reach my normal weight. thats my promise. for anyone who read this post, please please remind me about this. i would definitely appreciate it. 

the good part of winter is that i see more people wearing black outfit. yea yea yey !  for me, black is perfect for your body. black never can go wrong. and i love to see people in black :) my friends said that i looked like ive never changed my clothes cos theyre all black. LOL i have nothing but black. well i have but it just 1/5 part of my closet. ive always thought about stop buying anything black. but other colors dont attract me as much as black does. so yea i keep buying anything black lol. 

this is me with cut-by-myself-bangs LOL

i was not this chubby in the first week i came to china :S 

Pb

based on apple dictionary on my mac,

playboy is a wealthy man who spends his time enjoying himself, esp. one who behaves irresponsibly or is sexually promiscuous.

and now, im wondering if hes one of a kind.

xxo !

enjoying every breath i take

gila udah lama juga yak gua gak nge blog. oh mama kangen banget sama sma ! fyi, gue sampe sekarang masih terbayang-bayang kehidupan jaman dahulu kala gue haha. gue jd pengen nyanyi lagu gotta go my own way nya vanessa hudgens :P temen-temen gue jg udah jarang update blog lagi. nyeeeet ! gw perlu gosip ! haha. proxy lagi ngadet cyukk gak bs ol fb gue :(

fyi, gue baru bisa ol hari ini. orang china telecom sih minta ditampar banyaakk banget alesannya gak ngebenerin internet gue. sialan sentimen banget ! akhirnya gue naro modem di kmr sebelah kak momon lol. thankso !

anyway i like the weather. its perfect for me. 17-ish C. cuaca yang seharusnya gue bisa pakai baju apapun yang gue mau KALO ADA BAJU. gue cukup menyesal ya meninggalkan banyak baju di jakarta. gila nyampe sini gue kayak gak punya apa-apa. lumayan menyedihkan. tapi besok mau belanja sih uhuy :) DAN DISINI BERASA BANGET KALO BELANJA. kalo makan, kalo beli macem-macem, INTINYA KALO NGELUARIN DUIT. duit juga keknya gak betah di dompet gue. kampvrt. oia entah berapa mgg yang lalu gw berasa kurusan gt :P tapi yaa suhu dan nafsu makan berbanding terbalik yang cukup drastis. kalo mau dibuat rumus ya penurunan suhu 1 derajat nafsu makan gue bertambah 2 kali lipat. itung kalo udara normal anggep 25 derajat. winter anggep anget-anget 8 derajat. nafsu makan gue bertambah (25-8) x 2. (&^t3te^&$%S#e52r3yu7%@O?:>{>:, !!!! preti asmara kalah sexy ntar sama gua bisa-bisa AMIT AMIT KETOK MEJA !

gue juga cukup menyesal yaa kesini gak dibekali keahlian memasak. ehm mungkin nyokap gue dulu udah berniat kali ya membekali gue kemampuan masak-memasak daripada bekelin gue indomie sama chiki doang tapi mungkin kuping gue baal kalo emak gue nyuruh bantu masak. jadilah nyampe sini nasib gua gini, udah mulai dingin, mau keluar males, mau pesen bosen, MAU MASAK GAK BISA. suer deh kemampuan gue gak lebih tinggi dari abang gorengan. modal masak gue selama ini adalah main masak-masakan jaman sd sama adek gue. daun gue jadiin bawang putih, garem dari tanah, batang gue jadiin sendok apa kek yang sekiranya mirip :P dengan kemampuan itu cukup membuat temen-temen gw ngejerit kalo gue masuk dapur HA ! HA !

temen-temen gue disini smua overall oke :D baek2 lah anak indonya banyak cing haha. sorry cak ! gw gak se sendiri elo lol. positive side : enak lah berasa kampung halaman. negative side : mandarin gue apa kabar cyuk? haha. eh tapi jangan salah mandarin gue improved juga disini (YAIYALAH sampe enggak keterlaluan jg) walaupun improved nya gak lebay sih tapi ke yi lah LOL. later im gonna posting in chinese WOW ! hahha.

ps. me and grace, we were hang out at davids yesterday. we were talking about ehm our life now. i knew she miss london and she knew i miss jakarta. we often talked about our own country, our living before we came to china, more and more each day. but then we realized that the more we talk about our past, the more we miss our past. and we cant live our life like this. i need to stop it soon. its my home now-for the next 6 years. i know ill come back to my REAL home once every year but yea my life is here. its like im here, im not in high school anymore, im not in my home, im not living in the past, theyre just to precious so i cant compare them to anything else, including my life now. i need to stop comparing about my life. it wastes my time. though i know this is not what i planned, not exactly what i wanted to be, its not what ive found in my dream few years ago but yea i need to live my life now without any kind of silly-unimportant-feeling. cos i know im gonna miss my life here like i miss my life in high school after some years from now. and life here is pretty cool not that boring. i cant wait to see my self on lab coat do some work with corpse LMFAO.

this is my prayer : Jesus please wake me up tomorrow morning at 7 oclock. and please let me sleep right after i publish this post, let my eyes closed in less than 3minutes. gimme a good rest, i dont wanna fall asleep again on chem class tomorrow. amen .

20 !

blog gue menyedihkan banget :S gila ma men gak tau gue mau nge blog apaan. zezezezeee banget !

so here are random facts about me now (if you wanna know):
1. pelajaran gue skrng medical physics, chemistry, chemistry lab, physics lab, chinese (listening, speaking, reading and writing).
2. anak disini baik-baik :D salah satu alasan gue mulai mencintai china.
3. pola makan gue gak bener banget. makan kalo laper, kalo gak males cari makan. makanannya suka gak bergizi (indomie china, kue, permen).
4. gue kangen bintaro, jakartaaa !!! i miss driving my black bmw around bintaro and pim (oke cuman bbrapa saat sblm gue ke china baru diperbolehkan memegang stir) instead of goes sepeda ato jalan kaki. belom lagi bahaya jatoh gedubrak lecet sana sini gara-gara naik spda.
5. ya tuhaaaannn ! perut gue meraun raung minta makan pecel, ketoprak, siomay, bakso !
6. disini ada alimama ! hahahah tapi bukan kayak alibaba sekbil yang jualan seafood disini jualnya macem2.
7. gue nanti gak kelas pe, sakit ma meeen ! panash,
8. pekerjaan paling membosankan sedunia = lipetin baju / gantung baju.
9. salah satu asik tinggal di asrama = nyamperin kamar temen tinggal ngesot. bawa konci, tinggal gedor kamar orang.
10. gw sekarang lagi nguras otak = gimana cara gue mau nge laundry sepre dan bedcover? telepon? NGOMONGNYA GIMANA?! nyuci sndiri? meninggal gua besok !
11. calon dokter harus bersahabat dengan mayat. mayat akan jadi sahabat terbaik selama 6 taun kedepan.
12. gak aneh liat dosen jalan2 nyeret mayat buat di bawa ke kelas, bawa akuarium isi kepala bayi ngambang, ato tangan orang ngapung2, ato masuk lab isinya peti mati smua. jiwa psikopat gue muncul : kalo dosen gue macem2 bisa gue tambahin tuh mayat praktikum :P HE HE HE sadis banget gua hahaha
13. bahasa mandarin beneran susah, gak boong.
14. paling males bangun pagi kalo lagi dingin brrkkk !
15. ada la mien enak banget disini :9
16. orang china makan banyak tapi badan kayak orang anorex smua. heran gua !
17. gue punya temen mukanya mirip vanessa hudgens hhahaha.
18. ngantuk meeen !
19. belom mandi, abis ini harus mandi dulu :S
20. percaya deh sm gue : sma lebih enak, kampung halaman lebih enak HAHAHHAAH stress !