life is good, trust me :)

2010-01-29T22:50:00.000+07:00

officially move to sharasta.blogspot.com

check out the new one :]

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2010-01-10T14:37:00.005+07:00

vpn gue jadi lagi ahha asik asikkk :D inilah susah nya hidup di china, hidup bergantung vpn :P so im thinking about change my appearance DENGAN KACAMATA INIII ! ahhaha sebenernya sih ini kacamata temen gue, winner. tapi sudah berasa hak milik, abis lucu kalo dipake :P wktu itu gue udah mau balikin tapi kata dia pake dulu, dia udah pake kacamata temennya lagi ahhahaks aseekk. tapi tenang, saya akan membeli kacamata mirip kayak gini, yang ini bakalan gue balikin ke yang punya hehe.

anyway, happy 2010 !! <3>

winter brrbrr

2010-01-10T13:58:00.003+07:00

winters driving me kretzehh ! makes you hungry all the time, then you gain like 8 kilos !! after you lost 3 kilos (so literally you gain 5 kilos from your normal weight), makes you feel sleepy all the time, you even feel so lazy to get up from bed and open the door :P the worst part is is the fact that you still have exams :P and you need to study in such a cold weather. that sucks.

okay i got 2 more exams, general chemistry and medical physics. both on jan 22nd. then im having winter break on jan 23rd. then im coming back home on 26th jan !! YEY YEY YEY !

vera wang sweater-giordano shirt-chinese branded skirt-dkny stocking-random necklace.

christmas in china

2009-12-27T14:13:00.000+07:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS ! <3<3

its my second xmas outside indo, and without my family. it went mamahuhu :P (it means so-so) i had lot of fun with indonesian students. but china didnt really celebrate xmas, so its hardly to find christmas decoration here :(

on dec 24th, we went to church on 8pm but we were late for the mass. then some of us went back to school dorm. me and 1 one of my friend, we went for christmas presents shopping :D well i brought lots a chocolate and candies. i wrapped them with wrapping paper and tied with a bow. i gave it to some of my friends here on 25th in the afternoon.

cos we were late for the 8pm mass, we went back again on 11pm mass. then we came back from church on 2 pm. we had a supper :P and we spent a whole nite to wrap the presents. on dec 25th, we sang in the church. it was fun we took lotsa picts :) ill post them later.

after that, me, 5 of my girl friends, and 1 boy went for karaoke. i had the longest karaoke ever from 12am to 5am wOOtwOOt.

well it was my christmas story. how was yours? :)

small christmas gift from me

メリークリスマス

2009-12-24T13:20:00.003+07:00

second christmas without family :S im so fvckin ready for christmas babbbyyyy !

tapi sayang di china gak heboh xmas nya. BAYANGKAN GUE MASIH ADA KELAS HARI INI !!! huh huh huh ! pengen deh xmas di italy, vatican hahahakkss. someday i will :P tadi pagi bangun semangat banget mengingat hari ini tanggal 24 desember. aw awww ! jiwa anak-anak menjelang winter gue masih kenceng banget neh. hari paling excited selama setaun adalah malam natal :)) gue bangun pagi sejam sebelum kelas, bangun dengan ceria, nyetel lagu natal hahayyyy. masih sempet mandi tenang, dandan HAHAH gak dandan sih, milih baju maksudnya. tapi gak mantap xmas eve nya paneeessss ! sumpah ! puaaannneessss buangeeet ! gak sepanes indo seh. 20 gt idiihhh males banget.

nanti gue bakal cerita ttg xmas gue :) ciao !

quick post

2009-12-18T18:16:00.003+07:00

- gue baru beli tiket pulang ke indo, dan sekarang gue gak sabar menunggu tangal 26 januari AW AWWWW BINTARO !! JAKARTA !!! udah berasa anget indo, sexy nya nasi uduk, imutnya martabak keju, rumah gue, kamar gue yang selalu bersih di pagi hari padahal malemnya udah kayak titanic tenggelem hhaaaaakkkkksss !!!!!

- berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian. sebelum nyampe indo gue mesti melewati second mid term general chem sama final exam general chem sm med physics. smangaaaattt ! oia, im so fvckin lucky, im on of top three students in class wOOt wOOt ! trust me it was luck, okay 99.99% luck 0.01% skill hahah. (unbelievable fact #1)

- gue ikutan choir buat natal (unbelievable fact #2) dengan suara gak lebih baik dari atalya ticoalu dan angky elizah gue pede jaya ikut choir HAHHAAKKKSS. maaf yaaa kalo malu-maluin :P

- IM SO BLOODY FVCKIN ENVY HER !! haaaakkkkksssssss. now i do believe, when you love somebody, you dont care about his/her appearance. its his/her love that makes you falling love. you dont care about distance, about how much money youll spent for her/him, about any other hot boys/girls near you. ah ah ah ah ahhhhhh bbbete ! though it makes your love story looks like cheap soap opera ! (siriiiikkkkk #1)

- kenapa ada beberapa orang yang gak bisa gendut padahal dengan porsi makan sama atau bahkan lebih banyak dari gue ? (siriiiikkkkk #2)

- in love with owl city :))

- thanksssssss buat angkatan o9 buat surprise sama kado-kadonya. i love you maxxxxximalz :) walaupun gue gak suka ada orang yang ikut-ikutan hiiiiii !!! MASA FIRST CAKE GUE BUAT DIA FRRRREEEAAAAKKK MALES BANGET DEUH ! fyi, mawar nya udah lunglai melayu di pojokan tv hahhaa :P

- since everyone write their xmas wish to santa on their msn pm, i wanna do the same thing : santa, let me lose some weight this winter (#1), let me gain some inches (#2), let me pass the exams (#3), let me be a better girl each day (#4), bless my mum, dad and jess and all of my family and friends (#5), i need more vs love spell lotion here (#6) (i mean : mum, send me vs lotion lol), ugly-ugly evil-evil please-please ! stay away from me (#7), let me be able speak mandarin, for godsssaaaakkkeee ! i need to pass HSK with 4 marks (#8), let me enjoy every single day in china (#9), last... emm 9 is enough for now.

gotta gooo ! mau mandi, latian koor, belajar HAHAKAAKKSS plan gue sih yoi banget kenyataannyaa ??? :P

2009-12-16T11:59:00.000+07:00

sudah 18. kenapa tidak excited ?

anyway thanks for the surprise and bday wishes friendsss :) <3 love yous to the max

lagi gj

2009-11-30T01:39:00.003+07:00

after all this time, gw baru sadar (baca= bener2 sadar) gue udah bukan anak sma. kmprvrts ! gue udah anak kuliahan. HA HA HA ! buset telat amat. iye gue tau telat nya ajubileh dashyat. setelah gue baca blog tmn2 gue, chat sm tmn sma. yamppoonnn sheilaaaa kmana aja sih lo ?! aduh random banget sih gua :S jaman dulu yaa gue cuma bayangin tinggal sndiri gak pake bonyok, dapet suasana baru, struggle sm hdp baru. eh skrng gue udah bnr2 ngerasain LOL. susah deh ngungkapinnya hihii.

smangaaaatttt ciaaaaattt ! the aim is being a great doctor LMFAO. im on the way to blazer putih, meredith grey, DR. SHEPHERD, unicef, bukan menjadi pekerja melet-melet di blakang meja hahaha. euphoria sudah berakhir, waktunya kerja keras hoho. eh gila kesambet setan apaan gue ngomong kek gini hahahah. way to go sheila !

ps. ini post paling gj yang prnh gue buat. mendingan gak usah baca hahahhahaa.

today

2009-11-25T01:04:00.000+07:00

these are some photos i made on my 5 months summer holiday (i miss that time already). they were supposed to be printed out and sticked on my wall. iill print them later lol. i found these photos in my hard disk just now, brought back some memories :P

anyway today was pretty fine. i love tuesday :) i only have mandarin class and chem lab class. no theory class :D i only have physics lab class and pe class on wed. so i have nothing to do tonite, no homework, no pre lab assignment :DD i slept at 3am yesterday. why ? cos i made a lab report then my friend asked me to join my vietnamese friends midnite birthday surprise, last its simply bcos i couldnt sleep at all. i slept too much in the noon :P i have no idea whats wrong with my body, i feel so sleepy on lunch break and i feel so alive in the nite lmfao

i dont know what to write anymore zzzz =.=" see you then :P

first chinese post

2009-11-22T17:58:00.005+07:00

大家好, 这个是我第一个写用中文, 忘带我的水平的语法：）我不会字写很多，太难！今天我没有情要做。很高兴 :D 我上周做了测验. 可一啊因为那个是我第一次测验。今天不太冷，我只穿着二件薄的衣服。可是下周会很日，到处 27C。奇怪的天气。我不喜欢冬季, 我吃很多 :S 现在我很想我的国家了。我的家人还有我的朋有。他们都怎么样？我在这里的朋有们也很好。我期望我都可一叫好朋有。

你们明白我写什么吗？啊啊啊。我要睡觉，我明天上8点有课。

p.s. hhhhh 很累写中文！

break a leg ! toodles <3<3

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2009-11-16T23:15:00.004+07:00

16.11.09

2 days before my dads birthday

a month before me turning 18 (me ! 18 ! whaatt ?! haha lebay)

i had mid term physics exam today. it went errk fine. i could have done better if i studied harder. a lil disappointment but thats okay :) im just hoping that i can pass the exam. amen. lifes here is so far so good. im still fighting with the language. well, AT LEAST IM IMPROVED ! hahahaa.

so far, i do miss indonesian food. i made a slide about bali for introduction to china lesson. i googled about balinese foods, i found foods which i used to ate at home and theyre all made me miss indonesian foods more. gosh ! ah stop about foods. about the slide,yea i have to make a slide about tourist spots in indonesia, and do a presentation about it. i almost finish the slide just few photos left. PLOK PLOK ! and im gonna do the presentation on the same day with the chem mid term exam. *&936)(%#@$rt!ds i have no idea at all bout the chem. i dont know why i hate to deal with chem. ever since i was in high school. the highest score i got was 90-ish, about 2 or 3 times in 3 years. HA HA HA ! and now i have to deal with chem without gavin (he was my chem goddess inhigh school lol) how could be any worse LMFAO !

anyway the weather makes my day even worse. its so friggin cold. i hate the wind ! its around 12 C. it makes me lazy to wake up in the morning. the worst part is the fact that THE WEATHER INCREASES MY APPETITE. i gained 3 kilos. and tomorrow ill start my diet LOL. its the real diet. im not gonna eat meat and carbs and oily and fried foods until i reach my normal weight. thats my promise. for anyone who read this post, please please remind me about this. i would definitely appreciate it.

the good part of winter is that i see more people wearing black outfit. yea yea yey ! for me, black is perfect for your body. black never can go wrong. and i love to see people in black :) my friends said that i looked like ive never changed my clothes cos theyre all black. LOL i have nothing but black. well i have but it just 1/5 part of my closet. ive always thought about stop buying anything black. but other colors dont attract me as much as black does. so yea i keep buying anything black lol.

this is me with cut-by-myself-bangs LOL

i was not this chubby in the first week i came to china :S

Pb

2009-11-09T10:36:00.001+07:00

based on apple dictionary on my mac,

playboy is a wealthy man who spends his time enjoying himself, esp. one who behaves irresponsibly or is sexually promiscuous.

and now, im wondering if hes one of a kind.

xxo !

enjoying every breath i take

2009-11-05T23:47:00.000+07:00

gila udah lama juga yak gua gak nge blog. oh mama kangen banget sama sma ! fyi, gue sampe sekarang masih terbayang-bayang kehidupan jaman dahulu kala gue haha. gue jd pengen nyanyi lagu gotta go my own way nya vanessa hudgens :P temen-temen gue jg udah jarang update blog lagi. nyeeeet ! gw perlu gosip ! haha. proxy lagi ngadet cyukk gak bs ol fb gue :(

fyi, gue baru bisa ol hari ini. orang china telecom sih minta ditampar banyaakk banget alesannya gak ngebenerin internet gue. sialan sentimen banget ! akhirnya gue naro modem di kmr sebelah kak momon lol. thankso !

anyway i like the weather. its perfect for me. 17-ish C. cuaca yang seharusnya gue bisa pakai baju apapun yang gue mau KALO ADA BAJU. gue cukup menyesal ya meninggalkan banyak baju di jakarta. gila nyampe sini gue kayak gak punya apa-apa. lumayan menyedihkan. tapi besok mau belanja sih uhuy :) DAN DISINI BERASA BANGET KALO BELANJA. kalo makan, kalo beli macem-macem, INTINYA KALO NGELUARIN DUIT. duit juga keknya gak betah di dompet gue. kampvrt. oia entah berapa mgg yang lalu gw berasa kurusan gt :P tapi yaa suhu dan nafsu makan berbanding terbalik yang cukup drastis. kalo mau dibuat rumus ya penurunan suhu 1 derajat nafsu makan gue bertambah 2 kali lipat. itung kalo udara normal anggep 25 derajat. winter anggep anget-anget 8 derajat. nafsu makan gue bertambah (25-8) x 2. (&^t3te^&$%S#e52r3yu7%@O?:>{>:, !!!! preti asmara kalah sexy ntar sama gua bisa-bisa AMIT AMIT KETOK MEJA !

gue juga cukup menyesal yaa kesini gak dibekali keahlian memasak. ehm mungkin nyokap gue dulu udah berniat kali ya membekali gue kemampuan masak-memasak daripada bekelin gue indomie sama chiki doang tapi mungkin kuping gue baal kalo emak gue nyuruh bantu masak. jadilah nyampe sini nasib gua gini, udah mulai dingin, mau keluar males, mau pesen bosen, MAU MASAK GAK BISA. suer deh kemampuan gue gak lebih tinggi dari abang gorengan. modal masak gue selama ini adalah main masak-masakan jaman sd sama adek gue. daun gue jadiin bawang putih, garem dari tanah, batang gue jadiin sendok apa kek yang sekiranya mirip :P dengan kemampuan itu cukup membuat temen-temen gw ngejerit kalo gue masuk dapur HA ! HA !

temen-temen gue disini smua overall oke :D baek2 lah anak indonya banyak cing haha. sorry cak ! gw gak se sendiri elo lol. positive side : enak lah berasa kampung halaman. negative side : mandarin gue apa kabar cyuk? haha. eh tapi jangan salah mandarin gue improved juga disini (YAIYALAH sampe enggak keterlaluan jg) walaupun improved nya gak lebay sih tapi ke yi lah LOL. later im gonna posting in chinese WOW ! hahha.

ps. me and grace, we were hang out at davids yesterday. we were talking about ehm our life now. i knew she miss london and she knew i miss jakarta. we often talked about our own country, our living before we came to china, more and more each day. but then we realized that the more we talk about our past, the more we miss our past. and we cant live our life like this. i need to stop it soon. its my home now-for the next 6 years. i know ill come back to my REAL home once every year but yea my life is here. its like im here, im not in high school anymore, im not in my home, im not living in the past, theyre just to precious so i cant compare them to anything else, including my life now. i need to stop comparing about my life. it wastes my time. though i know this is not what i planned, not exactly what i wanted to be, its not what ive found in my dream few years ago but yea i need to live my life now without any kind of silly-unimportant-feeling. cos i know im gonna miss my life here like i miss my life in high school after some years from now. and life here is pretty cool not that boring. i cant wait to see my self on lab coat do some work with corpse LMFAO.

this is my prayer : Jesus please wake me up tomorrow morning at 7 oclock. and please let me sleep right after i publish this post, let my eyes closed in less than 3minutes. gimme a good rest, i dont wanna fall asleep again on chem class tomorrow. amen .

20 !

2009-10-21T12:51:00.000+07:00

blog gue menyedihkan banget :S gila ma men gak tau gue mau nge blog apaan. zezezezeee banget !

so here are random facts about me now (if you wanna know):
1. pelajaran gue skrng medical physics, chemistry, chemistry lab, physics lab, chinese (listening, speaking, reading and writing).
2. anak disini baik-baik :D salah satu alasan gue mulai mencintai china.
3. pola makan gue gak bener banget. makan kalo laper, kalo gak males cari makan. makanannya suka gak bergizi (indomie china, kue, permen).
4. gue kangen bintaro, jakartaaa !!! i miss driving my black bmw around bintaro and pim (oke cuman bbrapa saat sblm gue ke china baru diperbolehkan memegang stir) instead of goes sepeda ato jalan kaki. belom lagi bahaya jatoh gedubrak lecet sana sini gara-gara naik spda.
5. ya tuhaaaannn ! perut gue meraun raung minta makan pecel, ketoprak, siomay, bakso !
6. disini ada alimama ! hahahah tapi bukan kayak alibaba sekbil yang jualan seafood disini jualnya macem2.
7. gue nanti gak kelas pe, sakit ma meeen ! panash,
8. pekerjaan paling membosankan sedunia = lipetin baju / gantung baju.
9. salah satu asik tinggal di asrama = nyamperin kamar temen tinggal ngesot. bawa konci, tinggal gedor kamar orang.
10. gw sekarang lagi nguras otak = gimana cara gue mau nge laundry sepre dan bedcover? telepon? NGOMONGNYA GIMANA?! nyuci sndiri? meninggal gua besok !
11. calon dokter harus bersahabat dengan mayat. mayat akan jadi sahabat terbaik selama 6 taun kedepan.
12. gak aneh liat dosen jalan2 nyeret mayat buat di bawa ke kelas, bawa akuarium isi kepala bayi ngambang, ato tangan orang ngapung2, ato masuk lab isinya peti mati smua. jiwa psikopat gue muncul : kalo dosen gue macem2 bisa gue tambahin tuh mayat praktikum :P HE HE HE sadis banget gua hahaha
13. bahasa mandarin beneran susah, gak boong.
14. paling males bangun pagi kalo lagi dingin brrkkk !
15. ada la mien enak banget disini :9
16. orang china makan banyak tapi badan kayak orang anorex smua. heran gua !
17. gue punya temen mukanya mirip vanessa hudgens hhahaha.
18. ngantuk meeen !
19. belom mandi, abis ini harus mandi dulu :S
20. percaya deh sm gue : sma lebih enak, kampung halaman lebih enak HAHAHHAAH stress !

oh cmon !

2009-10-04T10:44:00.000+07:00

china blocked facebook, blogger, twitter, you tube. i dont care if they blocked my space, ive never open my myspace account. but those 4 sites were my life since 5 months ago and i hvae to lose half of my life now :( what a tragic story :P am i over react? i dont care ! actually theres program to open blocked sites, BUT THEYRE NOT WORKING ON MACINTOSH ! SHITTTTTT !! daddddyyyy buy me new laptop ! i dont wanna change my mac cos i love mac :P

now i can open them all with vtunnel. vtunnel is my best friend ah i love you so much. but ! i cant upload pictures on blogger. i cant follow people on twitter. I CANT DO ANYTHING ON MY FACEBOOK ! i just open the web then read the wall, comment and blablaa. but i cant write anything :( i can open youtube but why on the hell i have to download something it was fine when i was in jakarta.

blarkh i still dont understand why they blocked the sites. it makes me (or us who came to china to study and being far away from our friends and family) to get connected with people around the globe.

hello china !

2009-10-03T23:26:00.001+07:00

im in china baby !

chinas great so far. if i could understand what they say, i guess it would be so much better. its true that when you want to learn the language you need to go to the country. my chinese is much improved here.

i live in dorm now. my rooms quite big, i guess it looks more like small apartment cos i have everything in it. okay i dont have garden or pond like i do in my house in indonesia. i dont really like the closet actually, it doesnt have seat, it was just like a hole, something like that. next year im gonna move into room which has seat for the closet. those rooms are fully booked blarkh ! but overall the rooms fine for me :)

i clean up my own room. when you dont have roommate or your roommate hasnt come yet, you have to clean the room alone. thats exactly what happened with me few days ago. woah ! ive never been so proud of my self until ive finished mop the floor, clean the kitchen and bathroom in one day. and realized that im still alive :P ALL BY MY SELF ! my father was actually there. but he did nothing he was just taking pictures of me and said ''ah thats my daughter, look shes mopping the floor" i was like ''gosh ! i just wanna finish this as soon as i can !" by that time i was missing with my maid at home, i hope i could bring mbak neni here and asked her to do everything. i dont mind sharing room at her. (kidding !)

i guess theres good side in everything. i lost 1 kilo in a week.

why? even though i live in dorm which is exactly placed in university area. the university is just too big ! it takes me forever to go outside to find something to eat. actually they have like small bus in the university, so when youre too lazy to walk you can take the bus. but im not that lazy, so yea i just keep walking in sweat :P well sometimes i ride my friends bike. thats why i feel like im having muscle in my calf and thights. gisele bundchen, watch out ! :P

i already made my own friends yipii ! i am an international medical student, so i dont need to take language class first, those (foreign students) who want to take local medical class need that. but i came like few days too early. so i decided to join language class. there are 12 students in my class. 4 thai, 4 vietnamese, 1 indonesian, 1 british, 1 laos, 1 myanmar. i am the only indonesian, so i need to mingle with them. it was hard at first, really ! i mean ive never been that alone. but i survived, i guess :)

the foods here are too oily. i hate that. and they really like to add bamboo shots in every meal. its like wekkss ! i dont like the smell at all. it makes me dizzy. but i found the best la mien (its like hand pulled noodles, its hand made) and tofu (the tofus so soft, alil bit spicy sour salty) here. theyre perfect ! really. and the restaurants are so near from my university :9

i dont really drink mineral water here. cos they dont sell water in restaurants. we got soup almost every time we order food (in chinese restaurant) thats what chinese drink after or while hes eating. my friends and i, were not used to it. they usually bought juice or bubble tea after eating. i was doing the same thing, but i dont wanna get diabetic cos i over consume sugar. so i decided to bring mineral bottle when i go out or i buy mineral water :)

my mum and father kinda strict me with how much money i spend here. they said ive grown up and i need to take care everything by my self, including money management - thats the second hardest after time management. they give me (should be) enough money for one year. and if i can use them wisely, and i didnt spend them all. i can use the rest to travel or buy things i want.

and thats really hard ! i mean im a girl, and girls cant hardly help their passion for shopping. once i got 30 thousand rupiah top in mangga dua which is exactly made in china. but i dont know why ive never found 20 or 30 RMB tops here? huh huh huh ?! where the hell the got it? i went to shopping road here, i was looking for cheap-good quality dress or tops, but i found nothing. theyre all about 200 ish RMB. deuh ! its not branded (okay, its i-dont-know-if-it-is-popular chinese brand) you can even get like 100 thousand ish rupiahs tops in zara. someone please ! tell me where can i found cute and not-so-expensive tops in nanning.

i like the weather now. its around 23-24 degrees celsius :) you can wear anything you want.

i havent found any cute guys here LOL ! i havent met vic zhou or jackie chen yet :P

i need to open facebook !! china please !! unblocked facebook !!! i need to keep in touch with friends. i need to write something on my friends wall. i want to mock nana on her photo. i want to share my life here with the girls on thread. i want to hear hot gossip ! I NEED TO OPEN FACEBOOK !

ps. im trying to love china. you know ive never like china and all of their stuff. and its getting worse ever since my father decided to send me here. but the fact is that im here now :) in mainland, pursuing my dream, becoming a great doctor, learning the language, mingling with the people, inure the new culture, get new life. beside, its not that bad, dont worry im not going to suicide LOL

你好 !

2009-09-24T15:31:00.003+07:00

25 hours left..

besok gue cabut ke china ! yea siap menyosong hidup baru :D ngikikik *nyengir kuda maksa. siap cari pacar baru, yaa cari yang kayak vic zhou lah kalo hoki dapet yang kayak takeshi kaneshiro kalo sial dapet nko2 tukang jual kwetiauw sirem (AMIT AMIT !) persiapan? em ya lumayan lah.

koper ? tinggal masukin sepatu dan beberapa barang kecil hehe

tiket, passport ? check !

mental ? errkkkk.

belum terlalu siap tapi harus siap. siap gak siap harus siap :)

ciao !

tonight.

2009-09-23T22:25:00.003+07:00

its 43 hours before i leave...

i just threw a simple-homely farewell partay. it ended about an hour ago. i just cleaned up my house with my mum and dad. my lil sister busy with her new comic books hahaha.

yes, tonite was awe to the some ! my best friends from my high school came to my house :) not all of my high school friends, my houses gonna blew up in a second. just 20-ish of them. there are some foods and drinks. my friend, batak played the piano so we felt like we were in a cafe lol. yoshito, the only high school students in my house, also played the piano. and i got my super best friends here, 2 of them didnt come blerkh. (tania, iill forgive you. but nana ! eugh ! hahah jk !) if only i could bring them all to china and we study at the same school lol ! so were all gonna be a doctor, no lawyer, no business etc lol kidding !

i dont know what to write. you know how i feel? all of emotions mixed up into one extraordinary strange feeling. i feel like. . i dont wanna be separate with my friends, but somehow i cant live in my comfort zone forever. its justttt errrkkk time flies so fast ! i wanna say thanks for these 3 years. tremendously fun ! my mum once told me that your high school years are the best years in your life. i proved it right.

and tonite, it was seriously fun ! even though i puked 4 times in 2 hours ! shit i dont what had happened inside my gastric. eww ! oh yeah i know, my body wants to be more skinny :D we took lots pictures, laughed, chitchat, webcam with wira, ate drank, and blabla. but no tears lol. i almost cried when i accompanied valisa to her car. we had been through lotsa journeys together. kampret lah gue kangen moncong lo ntar hahaha.

thanks for coming to my farewell. i love you guys more than you could ever imagine. maybe some of us ever had a lil cat fight or the big one, but well it was just a past. or maybe we ever fell in love to each other, that wasss ccuttteeeee ! really ! or maybe i had crush with one of you lol kidding no one !

last, i miss you and i love you. i hope we can be friends forever :)

ps. ill post some pictures later cos theyre all in my friends camera. also some gifts from my friends. too lazy to take their picts lol

pps. off to bed. i wanna sleep with my sister tonite. we got some cool dvds and yummy chocolate. ah i miss the time when we used to sleep together, kicked each other bed or even nipped each other hands cos no one wanted to turned off the lamp lol. aahhh shit ! i hate to be such a crybaby :S

we shared the same classroom for 1 year, remember?

2009-09-20T17:29:00.000+07:00

disaat lo cuman bengong, online, makan di rumah doang selama hampir 5 bulan, gue yakin lo akan lebih banyak punya waktu refleksi dan membandingkan hidup lo sekarang denan hidup lo sebelumnya. gue udah kebiasa sm suasana yang rameee cerewet resek gila norak aneh gue susah kalo bengong dirumah doaaaangg !! gue udah biasa ada krjaan, begadang smpe mlm bikin tugas ato tlponan smbl belajar. gue udah keburu nyaman sm suasana anak di kelas gue, di lorong, di hall, ~~di gorong-gorong~~ :P

gue kangen sama suasana kelas gue XIIA3 !

-gosip : 1 gosip heboh lebih bahagia dari dapetin nilai 8 di vck. feel free naik ke atas meja, neriakin gosip terbaru nya mr. jeremy sampe sugeng.

-selalu telat masuk abis bel, bu gracia udah masang muka tukang makan orang di depan pintu, pak frans udah siap ngonci pintu, pak rolly cengengesan, bu lani yang super santa cuman pura pura marah doang, di colek dikit juga nyengir hehe.

-silahkan ngatain muka anak orang mirip anjing sesuka lo (mujing), ngatain bibir jebleh sama kulit item gosong nya robi, ngatain badan puput yang bohai setara dengan berat 25 orang, ngatain mega frik, ngatain lama lama, ngatain devin bencong, ngatain yessica macan (kalo yessica baca digaruk gua langsung ahahah), ngatain gue keren.

-suasana kelas pagi pagi, yang rajin dan malaikat belajar, ada yang nyontek pr kalo gak tidur, yang bigos nyari asupan gosip untuk bertahan hidup beberapa menit, ada yang muter-muter kelas minjem bolpen ato pensil kalo ada ulangan jam pertama, ada yang ke wc buat boker ato ngaca.

-ntah ada pengaruh setan ato mistis apa, kelas kita sukaaaaa banget nget nget sma yang namanya cerita horor. kalo udah denger cerita horor semangat nya bisa ngelebihin dari orang minum kratingdeng :P mam abeth, pak frans, bu lani, bu winarsih adalah guru2 baik yang sering membagi gosip tentang dunia sebelah sana. bahkan waktu kerja kelompok di rumah misyel kita lebih tertarik googling setan-setan dibandingin kerja kelompok nya hehehe.

- siangan dikit (baca = jam 7.30 am gitu) mata udah mulai gak kompromi, mulut mulai gerah, tangan gatel. semua sibuk dengan kegiatan sndiri. banyak yang bete, banyak juga yang menghargai omongan guru melototin mata tapi otak udah mati, lebih banyak yang mulai ngobrol asikn sndiri sama anak yang duduk disbelahnya pdhl ditengah-tengah bu winarsih lagi ngejelasin hakakak (bu winarsih adalah guru paling kesian, suaranya kecil gak kedengeran buat orang-orang budek pelajaran macem gua dan hampir setengah kelas, jadi banyak yang mangap kalo dia ngajar), paling banyak tetep anak yang udah mulai tidur dengan pulas.

gue bakal kangen dewa mat gua sekaligus partner curcol favorit gua inigo

gue bakal kangen dewa kimia gue gavin. sumpah kalo gada ni anak mungkin nilai kimia gue bakal cuma 0.1 lebih tinggi dari skbm kali.

gue bakal kangen partner in crime lama

gue bakal kangen gosipin berondong bareng cibeng, adel

gue bakal kangen nge-cieah-uhuy-in ivani (fanny ivan), adelatik, putro (puput robi), siapa lagi sih lupa gua oia floren gavin, lala congki etc.

gue bakal kangen ngomongin mr jeremy sm tanto, lala, jossy

gue bakal sangat kangen sm teman dari kelas 1 sd desi. dan tdk lupa juga cibeng

gue bakal kangen ngeliat kepo rusuh nya atik

gue bakal kangen punya temen setingkat lebih rendah dari santa macem floren

gue bakal kangen sm teriakan cha masyaolo cha nyaring bet ! hahah

gue bakal kangen berantem sm yuni, ayo yun ! gue ladenin perang mulut sm lo skrng hihi

gue bakal kangen sm polosnya misyel dan saat misyel berubah menjadi aktivis penyelamat anjing kalo denger pak roli abis makan anjing.

gue bakal kangen sm bahasa inggrisnya stella

gue bakal kangen sm galaknya yessica, jangan garuk gue yess ! sumpah kangen duduk di blakang lo hiihi

gue bakal kangen sm kepahlawanan mega dalam membela mahluk tertindas macam robi ato mujing, dan keromantisan dia terhadap tanto hahaha

gue bakal kangen nyengir lebarnya daniel

gue bakal kangen mario ahhaha wetss mars dongg. taaee taun kapan tuh mar? jk jk !

gue bakal kangen muka anjing nya mujing hihii sorry duongs

gue bakal kangen keseksian bibir robi sm keeksotisan kulitnya

gue bakal kangen ngomongin mcdreamy, dan semua serial tv brg jossy. kangeeen !

gue bakal kangen sm kocak nya si falah, kelemahlembutan congki, manisnya aurel, bimo si ketua osis-prom king pasangannya nana, camel dan segala chelseanya, puput si 25 orang yang hobi makan, febri ebi, gitta yang katanya paling nyeremin heran gue neyeremin mananya sih ?

gue bakal kangen semua ttg ipa 3 lahh. thanks ya buat smua surat loo gue seneng deh bcnya hehe.

special thanks to jossy, puput and cibeng

guys i miss you more than you know. even i didnt really get too close with some of you but yea you are my best classmates ever ! XIa3 juga asik kok :) love yous

we care for global ~~warming~~ gossip <3

ah shit i should have made that tee !

ps. maybe were not classmates anymore but the memories we shared together, let it always be in our heart :)

just so you know

2009-09-18T19:44:00.002+07:00

im wondering why do people love to show their love in weird way (for me). do you think its romantic to express your love by write something too disgusting on your gf or bf facebook wall? i know what the hell is going on your life not by stalking your conversation on wtw. its just appear on my news feed. and theyre all quite disturbing me (or also some of your friends). here is my advice for you, get your own private chat room, if its not enough you can just get your own private hotel room. LOL. okay, im not jealous or what its just big tremendously ewwness for me. and i blog it cos i wanna share it to you who have the same opinion with me. for those who dont, just read and forget.

kiss xx

kangyen chyuunngg !

2009-09-18T17:46:00.002+07:00

5 reasons whyd i miss my high school =

1. tadi pagi gue ke sanur, bareng vica bella. setelah tidak menapaki penjara ijo itu emm 3 bulan?. sumpah kangen banget ! sekolah sepi pengen masuk kelas, jam kosong cuman buat kongkow2 hahha. tapi sayang lidi tadi udah abis, anak sanur pada rakus2 amat ya makan lidi baru ist pertama udah abis haha. tadi gue mau legalisir ijazah, prosedur nya sama rebekaaa dashyat. gak berubah tuh sekolah ! kampret. gue gak bawa ijazah asli akhirnya valisa-yang-kurus-imut-dan-baik-hati dari pi ke rumah gue terus ke sanur bw ijazah gue hekekk makasih vaal !

2. pulang dari skolah (sudah lama tidak menulis kata-kata seprti ini huhu). gue, valisa, bella, nana nganter tantan balik ke amrik. gak! gue gak nganter sampe amrik gue cuman nganter smpe airport. gue benci say goodbye walaupun tani gak heboh2 amat sih secara dia emang udah di amrik mau balik doang.

3. tadi di pinggir jalan tol bintaro banyak jual petasan ! MAU MAIN PETASAN LAAGGGIIII !!! wiraaa colongin petasan lagi ! main petasan laaahh di ocean park, depan rumah teppa, trus nginep di de latinos.

4. gara2 ngeliat petasan gue sm val sok sok nostalgic hahaha.

she = iya vaaal ! kelas 1 sama 2 tuhh ..

she & val = PUNCAK KEBAHAGIAAN !

haha gak maksud lebay. tapi kelas satu dua kayaknya gada beban sm sekali. kalo kelas tiga walaupun asik nya gak kira-kira, tp beban nya udah banyak. mikirin uni lah, uan lah. kalo kelas satu dua kerjaan nya maaiiinnn mulu ! tiap sabtu PASTI jalan, nginepan sering, trus kalo bikin rencana kayaknya pasti jalan gt. contohnya ke bali, gue sm val cuman ngobrol2 gak jelas waktu pelajaran vck eeh kejadian. hari sekolah, besoknya gak ada ulangan yg susah, langsung cabut.

5. NGELIAT ADEK KELAS GUE MASIH PAKE SERAGAM, OLAH RAGA MASUK KELAS, DUDUK DI HALL ! GUE SIRIKKKK !! gue pengen sma lagi bareng sanur bsd '09. guys you have no idea how much i miss you. no matter who you are, where you are you guys are all my friends. last, i realized that youre part of my life :)

anjeeenggg gay banget sih gua hahahha

what do you think huh?

2009-09-16T19:29:00.003+07:00

please tell me,

how does it feel to be like zillion miles away from pope,mum, and jess?

how life could be without my friends in indonesia?

am i wise enough to manage all of my money by my own?

will i spent more and more money to buy cute tops instead of waste them on food?

is my roommate freak? or the nice one?

am i gonna lose my weight and gain some inches in china? (my plan :P)

am i gonna wake up early without my parents screaming in the morning?

hows the environment?

hows the food?

am i gonna miss martabak, bakso, nasi uduk, my mums handmade foods etc?

am i gonna meet new best friends?

do i look friendly so that they will say hello to me?

or can i become a super-friendly-not-so-shy-person-to-say-hi-first right after i arrive in china?

can i stay keep in touch with my high school friends?

am i gonna survive in medical university?

am i gonna be a good doctor?

will those 6 years in university be another best years like 3 years i have spent in high school?

what if my dad didnt ask me to go to china?

will i go to german as i planned?

what if i have a boyf right now?

will i still leave him and long distance relationship?

am i still dreaming about becoming a fashion designer?

will envy my friends whos gonna finish their bachelor degree in 4 or 5 years instead of 6 years in medical?

did i make a right choice, going to china majoring in medical?

.........

what do you feel when youre going to leave your home, your family, your friends, your hometown, your masa-masa-keemasan-anak-sma?

do you feel the same? like mine?

hush hush !

2009-09-02T21:20:00.005+07:00

he is getting cuter and cuter aw awww. he gained more weight and he looks sexy. i love his hair, his bangs. i love everything about him, the whole packet drives me crazy. im madly in love with him. he was in my dream last night (",) im sorry for being desperate woman like this.

HE HE HE

todays playlist :

1. 21 guns - greenday

2. what hurts the most - rascal flats

3. do you know - someday

4. mirotic - DBSK

5. can i have this dance - vanessa hudgens and zac efron

6. try again - westlife

7. close to you - gail blanco

8. cayman islands - kings of convinience

9. resah tanpamu - titi kamal ft anji drive (this is a good song, trust me)

10. i can wait forever - simple plan

bibimbap :9

2009-09-01T23:52:00.001+07:00

i want a cute boy like so yi jeong. i want a cool boy like song woo bin. i want a kind hearted man like yun ji hu. i want a gentleman like gu jun pyo. i want to be as lucky as ga eul. i want to be as strong as geum jan di.

fufufufuffu

chindo

2009-09-01T18:06:00.006+07:00

this is where i will be in less than a month.

Nanning-China

Nanning is the capital city of Guangxi Province. not too big and sophisticated city like Tokyo or New York. but its comfortable and suitable place to study, i hope lol. you can tell by how famous night life in Nanning lol.

and this one is my university. 广西医科大学 in english, Guangxi Medical University. the place where im gonna spent 6 years in my life to be a doctor. wO.ot!

too many things in my mind now. i eager to know hows it gonna be but im not ready yet to leave indonesia. its my hometown though :S

Q & A

2009-08-29T13:26:00.003+07:00

Q = sheilaaaa... masih nganggur gaaak??

A = HEH NANYA APA NYINDIR LOOOOO?!!!

Q = hmm bete neh. ngapain aja lo sheil?

A = APALAGI GUE! makan tidur online doaanggg

Q = aduuuhhh kayak apa aja sih, kerjaan nya makan tidur online mulu?!!

A = TRUS MAU NGAPAIN LAGIII?!! UDAH BAGUS GAK MANJAT GENTENG!

Q = aduh sheil. ntar gue tlpon lagi ya lagi ngerjain tugas..

Q = yampun! nyebelin banget deh tugasnya, gue disuruh ini itu ini itu

Q = she, masih di kampus gue. ntar ya kalo udah pulang ke kosan

A = oke. . (OKE! bukan berarti gue oke, hanya sebuah ungkapan tak bermakna =.=")

eh tolong yang mau jalan jangan lupain gue

lizard phobia

2009-08-20T23:43:00.015+07:00

cuman ada 3 hal di dunia ini yang paling gue takutin =

1. NANA!!!

1. mati (ato ditinggal ato meninggalkan orang yang gue sayang) ceelah bahasanyaa :P

2. jadi tua. aarrrkkkhhh tidak! bukan gue mau sok muda ato apa ya tapi menurut gue (walaupun belum pernah merasakan tua) masa muda paling enak. gue gak bisa bayangin kalo udah kawin punya anak. EH GILAA GAK NYANTAI BANGET! forever young bibeh. -syndrom masih mau jadi anak sma!-

3. CICAK! KADAL! TOKEK! BUNGLON! BIAWAK! apa lagi sih? sekeluarga musuh bebuyutan gue! sumpah ya nyeremin banget. suka nemplok2 sok imut, mata melotot, lidah melet, kaki ceking, suara gak behave, buntut panjang. ANYING NORAK PARAH! caper banget nyet dengan suara nyaring nya.

herpetophobia or fear of reptile. susah bener sih namanya

jadi menurut diagnosa lulusan ipa SMA St. Ursula BSD, gue mengidap penyakit itu. akut. jadi tolong maafkan gue ya kalo gue suka nyari sensasi kalo liat cicak. panik gue suka berlebihan. maklum dong. so yea, gue udah merasa cukup selama ini. gue udah gak tahan lagi. udah cukup deh semua penderitaan yang gue rasakan. terlalu kejam semua ini!! jahanam! i've gotta move on and be who i am..

GUE MAU JADI PAWANG CICAK

zzzz gak juga sih =.="

yaa pokoknya gue mau jadi berani sama cicak. at least bisa jaim dikit lah depan cicak. karna menurut pengalaman, kalo gue reaksi nya terlalu heboh ngeliat cicak. tuh cicak bakalan berasa gue attractive. dia gembira dan tambah cari perhatian sm gue. percaya gak lo gue udah pernah ngeliat semua gaya cicak. dari nemplok di tembok, salto dari bawah kompor ke bawah lemari es, bahkan loncat lebay sampe keliatannya berusaha terbang. dan gue pernah ngeliat cicak makan keju martabak. gila baru tau gue cicak keren amat suka makan keju >.<

alasan lain karena menurut yaa gak keren aja kalo gue takut sama cicak. takut sm uler gitu ato sama nana yang jelas2 menakutkan :P gak lucu aja kalo gue takut sama cicak yang notabene gedenya cuman seperseratus badan gue (lebay gak sih?) cicak kan gak bisa ngapa-ngapain! keahliannya apa sih. jujur gue takut banget kalo liat cicak melet. itu sih udah kayak dia mau jilat gue. tapi selain bentuk fisiknya yang emang dari sananya kelewat jelek, dia kan gak bisa ngapain. kenapa juga gue msti takut! yagak yagak? yeeaaah! mantap dah bahasanya.

apalagi ya mengingat gue ehem uhuk uhuk calon dokter. BANGGA AMAT SIH LO. KULIAH AJA BELOM MULAI! sedih gue kalo mengingat akan menyandang gelar dokter baru 6 taun lagi huhu. oke back. gue gak mau aja sih kalo gue udah keren-keren pake blazer putih aw aww gue masih jejeritan ngeliat cicak mejeng di tembok. gue gak tau kalo misalnya ternyata di salah satu mata pelajaran gue ada pelajaran ngebedah cicak (ato sejenisnya). gue gak mungkin dong gue gagal jadi dokter gara-gara cicak. bisa garuk-garuk tanah emak bapak gue lol.

pengorbanan gue buat cicak udah banyak banget men! derita gue. siaga satu selama 17 taun demi cicak gak nyentuhh sedikit pun bagian tubuh gue. DEMI NEH DEMI!

.aura cicak udah tercium sama gue dari jarak kayak 2 meter. bahkan gue lebih concern kalo ada cicak mau nyamperin gue dibandingin disamperin christian sugiono :P

.udah berapa kali kamar gue dikudeta. adek gue aja berhasil gue anugrahi kamar di sebelah kamar gue biar gue dapet kamar sendiri. tapi entah berapa kali gue mesti numpang-numpang kamar orang karna kamar gue dikuasai cicak. HEH GAK TAU DIRI BANGET LO WOY! gue merasa cukup bodoh. jinjit-jinjit mengendap-endap masuk kamar ngambil bantal biar tuh cicak gak loncat sumringah ke gue. kemudian gue akan melas-melas ke adek gue numpang tidur.

.gue bahkan rela gak mandi berjam-jam kalo ada cicak di kamar mandi. biasa gue bakal jejeritan kayak orang mau diculik kalo liat cicak di kamar mandi. dan mengancam akan bunuh diri gak akan mandi smpe besok (dari pulang sekolah) kalo tuh cicak masih nongkrong di kamar mandi gue. yes adek gue sm nyokap gue biasa yang rela berkorban nangkep cicak. ato embak gue, kadang. tapi skill nya masih kalah sama nyokap dan adek gue.

. suara emak gue yang udah super mega sonik tiap pagi kalah sama ckck nya cicak. pernah di suatu pagi yang super cerah gue lagi tidur dengan super pules. tiba tiba "ckck ckck ckck.." gue langsung loncat dan melotot! sumpah tuh suara ngajak berantem banget! gak pernah gue seumur-umur bangun sampe melotot gitu. kalo gue sekolah bangun jam 6.45 padahal sekolah mulai jm 7 aja gue gak pernah smpe segitunya.

et cetera, too much kalo mau ditulis semua.

hey rakyaaaatt! tolong doakan saya biar gak takut cicak dikit. anywaaaay gue googling how to cure lizards phobia. saran nya aneh-aneh bet dah. ADA YANG NYURUH PELIHARA CICAK! eh gilaaa! bisa meninggal guee.

:: mohon kekuatannya dalam mengatasi masalah cicak (heheh udah kayak mau maju perang aje gue :P)

ps. gue udah nyari gambar cicak di google tapi gak sampe ati buat upload. terlalu menjijikan :P

hurayy

2009-08-17T16:08:00.006+07:00

i got my very first notebook

macbook pro yipiiieee!!

and iPod touch :)

thank you so much mum and dad. also my cousin who brought it from usa :) ill guarantee them with my life mum, i promise lol.

celebek chelebyeekk

2009-08-12T19:42:00.007+07:00

kim bum lucu bangeeeeetttt! guys you should watch DREAM yeay ey eyyy! eke chelebyeekk sama so yi jeung aka kim bum wooooo. rambut dia disini messy2 gimana gituuu, badannya toppp! yah walaupun gak bagus2 amat tp lebih bagus dr dulu, gak ceking hahakakak.

ahahha kesian amat tuh kakek2 di blur in mukanya :P

anyway, cwek nya si son dam bi cantik deh. badannya bagus lagi. ugh ughhh!

love, money and marriage

2009-08-10T21:17:00.004+07:00

so, i went to my high scools event last saturday. i went there with my high school friends. uw uwww i miss you guys, i wanna wear rok-taplak-kotak-kotak-ijo againn huhu. so emm the event was quite good :) there were so many food stands and games and... fortune teller booth.

curious about our future bella and i decided to come in to that booth. nana didnt i guess she was afraid to know the fact about her love life hahaha peace na! then i knew that the fortune teller was my ex junior :P weh i dont if he had enough skill to see my future lol. so he asked me to sign 3 times on the paper. by those 3 signs he said that i am a friendly person, firm but easy to compromise with, love music. and he also said that im gonna have 3 kids, 2 sons and 1 daughter. woaah! one is enough for me, really. then he read my palm, okay he said

youre gonna have a great carrier (yeay! dr. sheila hoho)
it seems that you are not gonna satisfied with your bachelor title so youre gonna do the master (amen)
your health? nothing to worry about. but you need more to be concern when youre in late 40 (okay i will)
youre gonna marrying your third boyfriend in the late 20 (emm... okaayyy..)
woaaah!! your husband is extremely rich ever since he was born! (is he prince harry?!!! hahah, if yes, then puhlease make it fast)

yes, im happy to hear that. but thats not what i really wanted to hear. its better if you say that hes such a nice person and you both go,na make such a happy family. hes the one for you and i swear youre not gonna regret anything cos youre marrying your soulmate. LOL (yea i know thats what everygirls dream) well actually i have no idea whether thats all the right ones or he just wanted to make costumers happy so they will come visit that booth again (and the school makes more fortune).

and i was thinking about love, money and marriage.

are you marrying someone because he has enough money to marrying you? or because you love him? is it all about how luxurious your life after you married? or how happy you are after you marrying the right person? if you answer the first one, what is gonna happen if the your hubby got fired or bankrupt? are you gonna leave him and find another money maker? than whats differentiate between you and bitch? you guys will do anything for money, sacrifice your life, dream, love and body for money? ewww.

okay im not gonna be such an hypocrite person. everyone likes money, everyone needs it. but hey you need money for living. for godsake you dont need money for love and that makes you dont need money to marrying someone. plus come on youre good enough to make your own money. you can make you own living. and how if that rich boy is not the psycho one? ergh. i meant if hes not even a kind person. ohgod are you sure youre gonna spent the rest of your life with jerks?

okay call me old fashioned. for me, marriage is about love. but still yea love is not just a l.o.v.e. you have to find a your mr. right. he couldnt be in love with a freak guy rite? the most important thing is, he is someone who can be yours forever.

ps. omg why on earth i write stuff like this? its like im gonna marrying soon hahaha wth! well read it but dont take it seriously.
pps. i dont mind dating prince harry. really. hahahaha

award awardddss

2009-08-07T21:42:00.003+07:00

i got it from aliva. thank man :)

i would like to thank to Jesus, my family and my friends. and uh oh! my incredible fanatic fans you guys are the best! HAHAHHA stop it. in bukan SCTV awards ataupun Grammy Awards.

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bbbali <3

2009-08-05T13:55:00.008+07:00

hey jakarta :) gue baru balik dari bali ermm 17 hari di bali weahh asikk haha. gue pulang kampung menemui sanak saudara, menggembalakan kambing domba dan sapi, bermain di sawah, membantu nenek menjahit, mendaki bukit, lewati lembah, memancing ikan di sungai (GILA NENEK GUE TINGGAL DI KAMPUNG MANA SIHH?! kampung amat . hehe gak deh boong semua. yang bener peryataan pertama doang, menemui sanak saudara). seperti yang sudah gue kasi tau dulu gue ngebet ke bali dan nyokap gue orang bali (kangen bali) . jadi gue ke bali artinya pulang kampung.

diantara cucu-cucu nya oma gue, yang seumuran tuh cuman ada 3 orang. 1 spupu gue yang msh kuliah di amrik, 1 adek spupu gue yang masih sekolah, dan adek gue jessi yang juga masih sekolah. karna gue ke bali nya bukan saat2 liburan jadilah gue prgi seorang diri ke bali. tadinya mau sok eksklusif, mentang2 udah bukan anak sekolahan jadi ke bali bukan pas liburan sekolah. mau nyombong hoho. sheila-si-anak-baru-lulus-sma ke bali bukan ps libur sekolah hahahaha norak.

jadi selama gue di bali kehidupan gue tidak lah lebih baik dari di sini. bangun siang, makan, online, main sama sepupu gue, jalan-jalan, dan tidur larut malam. padahal suer deh sebelum gue ke bali tekad gue udah se suci malaikat. kan oma gue ada pabrik arak gitu, gue pengen membantu ~~meminum habis semua araknya~~ oma gue menjaga tokonya. trus gue juga pengen bantu tante gue ngurusin anak nya 3 biji masih kecil semua lagi. ahhaha gila gak ada yang kesampean. pernah sih gue bantu gt ke pabrik araknya ngecap botol yang ada gue kayaknya malah nyusahin tukang kerja disana, karna sadar diri gue memohon ijin pergi heheh. dan gawat nya gue disana berapa kali bikin adek sepupu gue nangis. buset adek sepupu gue si keefe ganteng-ganteng perasa bener dah huhu tipe cowok lucu buat gue pacarin hoho gk deh bercanda tantee!

oiaa, gila ya setiap lburan pergi dari rumah gue pasti nembah berat badan deh. paraaaahh gue naik 3 kg! sumpaaaaahhhhh. iya sih gk heran orang bali makanannya b*bi semua. bayangkan sodara-sodaraaaa! gue baru bangun pagi udah disuguhkan b*bi guling. biasanya kn tiap pagi gue makan oatmeal jeeng jjeeenggg langsung berubah jadi b*bi guling. krna gk enak ati udah dibeliin yaudah gue makan dengan senang hati HAHAHA. siangan dikit siobak (makanan bali yang juag terbuat dari b*bi). malemnya emm sate b*bi. ya gak setiap hari juga sih pola makan gue gitu kadang berubah jadi bakso, mie, etc. tapi tetep b8bi selalu ada setiap hari. udah semingu di bali karna takut berubah jadi cut pa kay gue memutuskan sedikit mengerem porsi makanan b*bi gue. tp tteep aja gndutan ckck.

selama gue di bali, gue bermain dengan anak-anak yang masih sangat kecil. 9 anak kecil, 6 sepupu, 3 teman sepupu gue. braaavvvvooo! cuman gue yang udah gede. ada sih anak nya temen om gue cuman beda 2 bulan. tapi jarang ngehaol bareng dia, jadilah gue sendiri paling ~~keren~~ tua . dari yang belom setaun sampe menjelang puber ada tuh(puber kelas 5 sd bukan sih?). sumpah yaa anak kecil lucu-lucu banget. pola pikir nya aneh2 menurut gua ahhaha. suka ngikik sndiri gue ngedenger mereka ngobrol.

NOW I KNOE SALE CUMAN ADA PAS LAGI LIBURAN SEKOLAAAAH! anying padahal niatnya pas udah selese liburan biar nyari nya sepi gak rebut2an. eeeh malaaah gak ada. mana kata nya temen gue yang di sale tinggal baju robek lebay lu! hahaa tapi tetep gue gerayangin tuh sale 2 toko . emang baju nya jelek2 . ih gituan di sale juga gak laku kali huh! hahaha ngambek gue ceritanya :P

anywy, tante gue yang dari amrik jg baru pulang dan gue dapet vitoria secret love spell lengkap! ahhaha sumpah seneng to the maaximaaallllss! secara gue udah muterin jakarta gk ketemu vs yang love spell. thank you sssoo much tante ku sayangku hauhauah

well bali was awe to the some! gue keknya pengen balik lagi ke bali awal sept hehe. sama adek gue dan sepupu hoho. tp gk tau deh jadi apa gak :)

im back :)

2009-08-04T22:01:00.002+07:00

peepppoo, im back to my blogspot lol. so this is my official blog :) the previous one was sucks eugh i have no idea to design lj. ill tell about my days in bali later ok? i caught the flu at last day in bali. its not swine flu so dont worry hehe.

enjoy my blog
xx

2009-06-27T16:20:00.001+07:00

hey i changed my blog to sharasta.livejournal.com

check out my new blog :D

not highschoolers anymore

2009-06-20T11:58:00.007+07:00

im officially graduated from high school, like 4 days ago. sorry for the late post~

happy or sad? i have no idea "____"

(should be) ready for college, hell yea!

.....goodbye high school, welcome college
bye indonesia, HELLO CHINA!! :'(

hhheeelllooo

2009-06-09T12:23:00.002+07:00

from jakarta to seattle

let me introduce you, my lovely cousin

Monika Astrid Satmaka.

weve grown up together, share our tears and laugh (lebayy) hhaha taek akh. eh nih udah sheila bikin postnya heheh baik kaaan? see you on august <3

poor you

2009-06-05T11:32:00.004+07:00

man youve gone too far that i cant even see you anymore. and those ugly words, they make a perfect line between us. thats too bad cos you might regret it.

malu-maluin banget

2009-06-02T17:24:00.003+07:00

thanks to google, high speed internet connection, my ipod.

gue ditinggal sendirian di rumah. sendirian. nasip :S gak ada kerjaaan. otak bekerja, nyari kerjaan bermanfaat. mengandalkan bakat musik seadanya, gue mencoba dunia tarik suara. sore-sore hujan, gue melatih bakat menyanyi gue lolllssss.

colokin ipod ke laptop.
setel lagu asal.
ambil handphone, bolpen, atau barang apapun yang bisa dianggap jadi mike.
trus nyanyi2 di tengah guyuran hujan (sialan ni ujan, makin gue teriak makin kenceng ujannya. gk mau denger gue nyanyi apa =.=")

asik loooh! i should do this more often. pake gaya juga gak apa-apa, gak ada yang liatin hauhauhauha. oia, kalo gk aval langsung search di google :P

way to go sailor moon! YEAAAH!!

2009-05-30T23:50:00.010+07:00

Sailor Moon Theme

(silahkan singalong hahah :D buat atal jangan kenceng2 yaa :PP)

Fighting evil by moonlight
Winning love by daylight
Never running from a real fight
She is the one named Sailor Moon

She will...never turn her back on a friend
She is... always there to defend
She is...the one on whom we can depend
She is the one named Sailor.....

.... Sailor Venus
.... Sailor Mercury
.... Sailor Mars
..... Sailor Jupiter

With secret powers
All so new to her
She is the one named Sailor Moon

Fighting evil by moonlight
Winning love by daylight
With her Sailor Scouts to help fight
She is the one named Sailor Moon
She is the one named Sailor Moon

She is the one . . . Sailor Moon!

aaaa sailor moon! kenangan masa sd hahahak. gila jaman dulu gue ngefans banget sailor moon (sama cardcaptor sakura, wedding peach, hehe,yang lain nyusul yak)! aih jadi pengen nonton sailor moon lagii :DD

:S

2009-05-28T12:44:00.006+07:00

got nothing to do, loolet-ing since 5 hours ago. how lucky i am if i had those perfect long legs and the whole closets hahaha. anywaysss i couldnt open my facebook arrrghhh

yeay yey yay

2009-05-27T14:08:00.013+07:00

heyheyy since today i had nothing to do life's too boring :( i wanna share someone i adore so much. she is my supermodel, my idol etc. and her body is just so perfect, think id have too kill my self to have body like her. once i cut my bangs like hers, unfortunately it looked like poni dora :S

she is IRINA LAZAREANU <3

she was born on June 8th 1982 in Transylvania, Romania. she is 1.77 m, awww i wish i could grow taller :S i like her style, masculine yet fabulous. she has been twice briefly engaged to Pete Doherty. her best friend is Freja Beha. shes also so cool. my younger sist adore her like crazy. from the very first time i read about her, i know shes going to be big. and now shes one of the most popular supermodel in the world.hope i can meet her someday :D

f for friends

2009-05-27T11:15:00.005+07:00

yampun kita musuh apa kawan sih? kok malah dibelain? membantu menyebarkan fakta ke orang-orang lagi ahahaha. kurang baik apa lagi coba? man, youre my best friend. thanksss anyway.

sirik to the max

2009-05-26T20:05:00.004+07:00

MATI SIRIK WOYY!!!

hotel-buffet-lower than budget-FREE HOTEL ROOM-couple(s)-singalong songs-cry baby et cetera

MAN I NEED THE REAL ONE!!! huaaaa.

hmmm

2009-05-25T20:46:00.010+07:00

i wish...

..... shopping at Ginza shopping road, Tokyo

.... with unlimited credit card

.... and money

.... spent a night in Four Seasons Hotel George V, Paris

.... private lunch at the beach

..... with my ~~spice~~girls

and cute boyfriend

........ AAHHHHHH it was more than purfake!!

SOMEDAY

2009-05-25T15:26:00.003+07:00

i swear to God and the gods of fashion. someday, im gonna buy this red Hermes Birkin Bags with my own money. someday. i have no idea when is someday. but there will be a time when i bring this perfect handbags with me all night long. amen.

so true

2009-05-24T17:43:00.009+07:00

absolutely.

eh kamyu

2009-05-23T20:51:00.004+07:00

eh elo nyantai dong. omongan lo mencerminkan seberapa rendahnya harga diri lo.
eh yang sebelahnya. gak usah ikut-ikutan biar dianggap ada.
eh yang satu lagi, gak ada yang ngejelekin elo kok.
yang lainnya peace bro HAHAHAHHAK

kiss <3>

terlalu berani untuk tampil beda

2009-05-22T22:46:00.008+07:00

lo semua yang bilang sanur sekolah cupu, bisanya belajar doang, salaaaaaah oy! tanggal 20 mei kemaren kita sukses membuktikan kegaholan sanur. wwoooo prom sanur semetal konser rock, metal, underground, emo, whatves!!

yeah kita emang kelewat beda dari anak lain. dimana prom harusnya cewek-cewek dandan cantik, pake dress imut, prom kita beda sendiri. mulai dari papua, sampe eskimo ada di sanur. dari kebaya sampe cleopatra ngeksis di sanur. cewek-cwek di luar sana berlomba-lomba buat tampil secantik mungkin, kita nyoba tampil dengan dandanan seaneh mungkin. gak pernah kn lo liat orang ke prom partay bawa accessories nya keris? hahahaa actually, kita smua kemaren tuh oke banget tapi kalo buat pesta costum. hehehe sorry to say. dan kayaknya era2 prom dengerin lagu selow nangis2 udah gak jaman ato apa yaa? BUKANNYA LAGU GRADUATION LAGU WAJIB PROM YAH? huaaaa. hell yeah boro2 lagu graduation, lagu yang bisa bikin gue nyanyi aja gak ada. lagu yang bisa gue mengerti kata2nya gak ada. gue cuman duduk, krik krik, nyoba mengerti mereka nyanyi apaan. yang ada tuh lagu-lagu malah bikin jantung gue deg-deg an ~~kayak mau ditembak cowok~~, mending gue x2 ajee hiahaahah sok gahol banget najong. MALAM PERPISAHAN GUE MALAH JADI KONSER METAL. well look at the bright side, at least gue bisa ngomong kalo gue pernah nonton konser metal. padahal di rumah gue udah mikir, walaupun dengan baju minimalis dan sangat kedaerahan setidaknya gue bisa sdikit meneteskan air mata, pelok2an sama temen gue KARNA ITU HARI TERAKHIR GUE DI SEKOLAH OFFICIALLY SAMA TEMEN SMA GUE.

tapi sesakit-sakitnya hati gue mungkin gk bakal sesakit hati ~~kalo nana ditolak adek kelas~~ anak dekor. dekornya menurut gue okee tapi kenapa lampunya gk banget. gak keliatan apa-apa woy. gelap bangeeeet! dekornya gak keliatan, gue sih udah ngeliat siangnya. cuma kesian aja kalo hasil kerja mereka gk diliat sama anak-anak lain. lampu nya kegelapan banget deh suer. udah gitu kalo mau foto ribet banget lagi. msti pake blitz, yang justru tambah bikin muka keliatan berminyak ditambah keringet udah kayak pas live in karna panas nya ajubile kayak di gurun sahara. eugh. hikssssss..... ya Tuhan. gak bisa yaa bikin gue sekali aja tersentuh? bikin gue nangis gt. BIKIN GUE ADA KENANGAN SAMA PROM. bukan malah kayak pesta kerakyatan.

sebagai anak gahol hoho. GAK MAU KALAH DONG, KITA ADA AFTER PARTAAAAY HAUUHAHAU. di delatinos, hehe rumah atal biasa banget jadi base camp. nginep disana bareng val, tal, na, gres, ky, dde, nads. OIAAA lupa ngomong NANA ~~JELE~~K JADI PROM QUEEN SANUR 09 HUAHAUHAUHAUA NANAAA BEYBEEEH IM SO PROUD OF YOU! wiii nana bahan cengcengan sanur dari yang kenal sampe gak kenal, dari adek kelas sampe kakak kelas berhasil membuktikan eksistensi nya hiehehehe. sekarang status gue berubah dong sheila si temennya prom queen hahahahak najong. kesian deh si nana, biar katak jadi prom queen tetep diejekin :P LOVE YOU B-OTCHES FOREVER

well, mungkin prom gue gak asik, gk bisa dikenang. tapi masa sma gue yang 3 taun yang udah kayak besi ditempa gk bakal gue lupain. huaaa pengen melow2 jadinya JAHAHAHA. tapi males akh ngetik panjang-panjang lagi pengen bobo hehehe.

goodnite,
goodbye <3>bestoss<3>

2009-05-16T14:58:00.002+07:00

a. k.u.

B O S A N

lalaala-land

2009-05-13T11:07:00.005+07:00

aaah mommaaa, im so in love with kim bum!! id even pray to God, so i can meet him lollsssss. HUAAAAHAHHAHA JADI MALU!

perfect guy for me, now
1. he wears formal suit
2. he brings handkerchief everywhere
3. he makes pottery
4. he has killer smile:)
5. he adores woman
6. he cant forget her ex easily
7. he is not married yet. sorry beckham :'(
8. he is asian, korean. i dont adore bule like she did weeekkk.
9. he is kim bum
10. he is real, not just in my dream hiks.

HAHAHAH sorry for being so norak. but this is fun :D

glad to know that youre so happy :s

2009-05-12T22:32:00.007+07:00

thank God, youre happy now. you should have told me from long time ago. so we didnt need to wasted your time.

toodles,
mwuah<3>

cute picts

2009-05-11T20:48:00.011+07:00

guys, i found some 'funny' pictures.

HA HA HA HA HA. do you like them?

IM BORED !

2009-05-10T22:55:00.005+07:00

welcome to just~~jar~~bored.com

HA (spasi) HA (spasi) HA (spasi) HA (spasi) .

pernah gak sih lo, bosen nya kelewat bosen? gue pernah dan lagi, dan mungkin akan terus berlanjut. huaaaah libur masyampun beneran deh. otak tumpul, badan melar. ntar gue kuliah udah lupa semua pelajaran. kerjaannya cuman bangun tidur, makan, online, blogging, nonton, mandi, pipis, boker, mondar-mandir, ended up di ranjang nonton kim bum. sejak nonton bof, setiap online pasti googling kim bum HAUAHUAHUA. berharap jadi orang korea, jadi temennya kim bum, ato paling parah berharap jadi kim so eun (soon-to-be his couple :D). sampe afal gue semua web-webnya sama news ttg kim bum. huaanjeeeengg addict bikin malu. tadinya mau ganti profile pict fb pake muka kim bum. tapi gue udah keburu ngomong sama valisa kalo, ganti profile picture pake kim bum norak dan lebay. TERPAKSA GUE NAHAN! padahal pengen ganti huahauha. dan bodohnya, gue umbar kebodohan gue sekarang! bikin malu diri sendiri.

ADUH OTAK GUE NGELENCENG.

bingung mau nulis apa.
gue masa tadi mau nulis gue kepengen makan apa. weeeekkkk

saking bosennya, gue ngisi kuis di fb the boredom quiz! hasilnya YOU ARE BORED AS HELL!!! thanks to fb yang menambah tingkat kebosenan guaa.

sekarang gue kehabisan kata-kata lagi.

udah akh ngantuk mau tidur.

p.s terbukti postingan gue gak ada isi sama sekali. membuktikan gue adalah anak yang lagi bosen, ngetik gak pake otak, cuman memperlancar gerakan jari jemari tangan.

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2009-05-08T10:47:00.007+07:00

wihiii si marco keterima udayana, bali loohh hahahha. ikutan seneng. selamat sekali lagi yaaaa:DD kalo aku pulang kampung, ketemuan deh hehheh

todays to-do list :
-pikirin baju prom
-DIET huhuyy
-nonton bof
-cari tempat les mandarin.

oia btw om gue yang pernah gue ceritain itu kena kanker nesofaring HUAAAAAAAA :'( satdium 3. om semangaaaaatttttt, we're all here for you. semangat hidup om yang udah 30 taunan (i dunno how old is he, err 37, i guess) jangan mau kalah sama penyakit yang baru brapa minggu. okokeee? OM CEPET SEMBUH DONG AKH! biar bisa shopping bareng, sheila temenin ajojing di hard rcock sampe bosen deh makanyaaaa cepetan sehat hehhe.

p.s yang tau tempat les mandarin bagus yang privat, ato daerah bintaro, bsd, pi kasi tau guee dong heheh :S

2009-04-30T18:10:00.002+07:00

mennnnnn krak krak krik krik banget guaaa!

2009-04-29T20:34:00.005+07:00

LIBUR!

im so freakin happy huahahahaa. holiday starts today and gonna end in the mid of sept. cos i have to go to china and start my college there.

seee yaaaaa.hav fun guysss! cos we deserve to have some fun:)

H+2

2009-04-27T15:10:00.004+07:00

om jangan kenapa napa dongg
we love you <3

love your bodylicous, guys!
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next,
UAS thingy

TI alamakjang. cuman bill gates kayaknya yang bisa ngerjain. merem melek, berharap ljk bisa ngebuletin sendiri.
KWN yaa lumayan lah. mirip-mirip sama modul. untung pak rolay lebay bayik. uhuyy

tomorrows UAS - SEJARAH. wish me luck guyssss

H+1

2009-04-25T13:14:00.006+07:00

sedihnya, gue gagal membuktikan jadi cewek sporty!

hahaha taelah. uas or susaaaaah. perasaan gue belajar deh! yaaa gak banget-banget sih. tapi setidaknya gue berusaha menghafalkan dan memegang lembar modul hehe. aduh aduh semogaaa bu sulis baik, nilai gue ditambah tambahin dikit. gak lucu banget deehhh uas or gue hikss! buuu, saya langganan nasi kucing ibu deeeeh. ato mau saya beliin kucing bneran? hehe gak deh cndaaa. uas reli? yaa lumayan gampang lah haha. gak sia-sia gue doa novena tiap malem, ditambah jadi ppa wktu paskahan hihii. taulaaah cewek religi kayak gueee. padahal pas uas or tuh gue udah nembak, mikir-mikir megang rosario pink ngejreng gue tuh (fyi, semenjak uan gue memutuskan untuk memakai rosario, mengingat masa depan gue ahhaha). tapi yaa lumayan lah, mungkin kalo gak pake rosario lebih parah lagi nilai guaa hahah. Tuhan tolong yaa biar nilai UAN UAS saya bagus-bagus. ntar sore mau gereja akh hahaa. val liat dong gue rajiiinnnn hehehe

..........

2009-04-24T18:09:00.005+07:00

eughhh! beneran gak niat blajar. besok UAS reli & or, dengan mengandalkan pesona religi dan sporty gue, gue yakin akan mengakhiri hari ini tanpa belajar hahaha. Tuhan tolong biar semua tembakan saya bener besok. lagian apa yang dipelajarin tuh suka melenceng entah kemana, beda-beda banget. masa modul or kemaren ditanyain berapa ukuran lebar dan panjang lapangan sepak bola, basket dan voli? ato gak berapa tinggi net voli? loncatan mana yang terjauh? eh please banget. suami gue (bc : david beckham) aja belum tentu tau. kampferd.

anywayousss, dennis made me a promise.dennis is tanias bro. he knew something which is very important with me and something. ups sorry i didnt mean with some'thing'. its just err.... you named it. so so soo i already decided about this 'something' like two weeks ago. so whatevs dennis said, i wont changed what ive decided. i just wait for the right time lolsss.
current mood = purfake! its a perfect combination of gambling and nothing-to-lose feeling:P girlssss, need to talk.

hometown

2009-04-24T12:49:00.016+07:00

UAN : check!

today is the last day of UAN. i did it well. yeay yeay. im not really suck at chem anyway:) so so soo UAS starts tomorrow. im not in the mood for studying. i already feel like holiday.

btw my favorite place to go is bali. bali is purfake! the beaches, night life, kuta, dream land, grandmas home ah ah ah they are perfect. i like to go to bali, i go there at least once a year. besides my mum is balinese. here are some picts i got from the web.

this is sunrise at kuta

dreamland

mommamaaaaaaa take me to bali now hiks. i wanna see my grandma, cousins, uncles, aunties, and blablas. i wanna hunt billabong or roxy sale. i wanna sit all the day on the beach. i wanna eat brownies and rujak in mades waroeng. i wanna go to hardrock. i wanna spent day in kuta lines. i want baliiiiiiii like crazy. stooopppp it!

i think ill go to bali around july. after uan and uas, i have to take chinese course. cos im going to china but i cant talk mandarin. how can i live in china then? silly me. anwy my holidays to-do list is coming up soon. gotta go. seee yaaaa:) wish me luck for tomorrow.

cewek sporty dan religius in action! loooolsss

U to the A to the N

2009-04-21T13:48:00.003+07:00

uan 1 : BAHASA INDONESIA & BIOLOGI

pembuktian gue orang indonesia : GAGAL. gue rasa, ini diakibatkan krna emang tampang gue yang bule-bule gimana. jadi gak gitu fasih bahasa indonesia. haha taelah. susah bet indonya. sia-sia gue ngomong bahasa indonesia 17 taun!

bio? yaa not bad lah. mungkin salah beberapa.

oia btw hari ini, uan 2 : BAHASA INGGRIS. ada foto suami gue (bc:david beckham) terpampang di nmr 11 listening. gue jadi lumayan bisa ngerjainnya eheheh. sering2 kek naro foto cowo ganteng di lembar soal biar semangat ngerjain.

kmrn gue gak nulis nama di lmbr soal. untung hari ini inget. duh berdoa aja smoga scanner pemerintah bagus, jd gk prlu ada mslh apa-apa ehehe.

ah mommaaa gue gak niat nulis :( wish me luck tomorrow okok? <3

POS-TING

2009-04-19T17:46:00.008+07:00

vincent maaf gue pinjem judul lo karna gue kehabisan kata-kata hahaha

well post gue yang sekarang akan singkat. karna tujuannya cuman mau minta doa restu, mohon petuah, wenjangan, doa gue buat UAN besok (yaelah uan kayak orang mau kawin ahhaha). IYA BESOK GUE UAN! hari yang udah gue tunggu-tunggu bertaun-taun, akhirnya tiba! anjengggg kenapa tiba-tiba stress yak?

kata desi : aduh gara-gara baca koran jadi takut sheil! baca koran jumat 17 april 2009
kata marco : yaudah si, aku gak takut! MARCOOOO! pleaseeee. ada banyak tipe orang kayak gini yang gak takut uan disekolah gue! tapi banyak juga pejuang lebay uan kayak gua.
kata vincent : pake huruf besar semua GUA GAK RELA SHEIL! GUA GAK BISA KULIAH GARA-GARA UAN UAS!
kata valisa : uan itu loh soalnya gak jelas, maunya apaan! apalagi sosiologi! bahasa indonesia juga, inggris juga! perlu dianalisis apa enggak, ato jawabnya mendasar aja?
kata atal : AAAAAAAAAAAA apa yaa tal? perasaan lo tereak-tereak doang hahah. pura-pura mengerti bahasa atal, gue analogikan dia wanita yang sedang pusing tapi gak bisa merangkai kata-kata. alhasil pengen nangis pas denger rangkaian kata bu marcel yang kelewat indah buat atal. kalo peribahasanya, bagai punuk merindukan bulan. LOH?! bodo amat suka-suka guee mau mengandaikan apaa. padahal gak nyambung sama sekali.
kata cibeng : aih masa perjuangan 3 taun gak blh sia-sia gara-gara soal sehari!
kata nana : DEG DEG AN KAYAK MAU DITEMBAK COWOK!! paling kontrovesional.

itulah sebagaimana dikemukakan pendapat ~~para ahli biologi tentang evolusi mahluk hidup~~ temen-temen gue.

besok uan! harus bisa. selesai tanggal 28 gue harus bisa menghela nafas lega, bukan nafas kekhawatiran. dan saatnya pengunguman ntar, gue bakal denger bu eri ngomong kelulusan sekolah gue 100% dan gue sama temen-temen gue bakal loncat dan teriak "GUE LULUS!!". amen.

i found new bffs:)

2009-04-16T23:43:00.008+07:00

so i read one fo my friends blogs today. she write like this ''God doesnt make mistakes, He knows us better than ourself''. i didnt read the rest of them. then i was thinking about my life now. valisa said she was clueless, me too. but then i read her blog, it inspired me -a lot. He knows everything about me. i talked to Him almost everynite except when i was too sleepy to raise my back and pray, forgive me pls. He shows me miracles, and loves me. God give me strength and bless me.

He gave me this soul and im sure Hes gonna protect what he made. He gave me life, and He saved my life, like three times. i wanna tell you how cool is He.
first, when i was so young. i really loved balloons. me and my family were on the way home from bandung. at the street i saw balloons seller, i wanted to buy them. my mom didnt let me to buy those things. but i keep begging to my dad, cos i kno he really spoiled me when i was a child(now? alil maybe :P). so he let me to buy that balloon. i was really happy. i hugged that balloon tightly. okay, i know i was really stupid. it wasnt a doll, but i treated it like i treated a doll. then the balloon was exploded! i was so small so the balloon was as big as my body, i could feel the explosion through my body esp my face. i forgot what happened next. i just remember i couldnt open my eyes. i cried like crazy. my mum and my dad were panicked, also my babysitter. then my dad speed up, so we could reach hospital asap. my mum was scared if something happened to my eyes. when i was at the hospital, the doctor did sth to my eyes and she said my eyes were fine. i just lost my all eyelashes and my eyebrows, imagine how ugly i was lol.
second, i was at my grandmas house with my big family. when everyone was outside, i think they prepared for bbq or sth i dont clearly remember that. i was playing inside with my sister and my cousin. i jumped from chair to chair with them, guess i was hyperactive child hoho. i think we were collided. she fell to chair and i fell to a glass table. my hand held my body, so my body didnt fell to that glass table. but my left hand was bleeding. the glass stuck at my hand. it was near the artery. oh i almost killed my self. i still have the scar until now.
third was happened on christmas eve like 10 years ago. all of my family were watching television while im alone in dinning room. i was hungry (like always) and i wanted to eat something. so i went to dining room to find something to eat. i found some crackers and i eat them all(forgive my appetite lols). then i drank a glass of milk. maybe i was still in hungry mode, or what. i didnt even know whats going on in my mind. i started to bite and chew the glass. ohmygosh. it was a glass glass, a glass which is made from glass, not the plastic one. eww then i taste something different. and it wasnt taste of milk. it was blood. i was bleeding, my tongue actually. i was like '''mum... aaaa mommmaaaa... aaaa..aaa' when i was talking, blood came out from my mouth. it was horrible. i was shocked, but i didnt feel any pain. maybe i should join kuda lumping club lols. 'a young girl tried to chew a glass on christmas eve'. then my mom came, she cried like ''ohmygod, ohmygod, what are you doingg??!!'' all of my family shocked. hohoo i think im ruined the christmas eve. then i forgot what happened next. i think my dad brought me to hospital.

i think He save my life more than three times. but i just remember three of them hoho. and also He gave me this family. i love my dad sooooOO. hes the best man ive ever had. go away david beckham and orlando bloom. hes way to cool than you. ignore his temperament, hes such a best buddy. and my mum, we re kinda different type of woman. she was such a sweet girl who loves to read novel instead of playing with her girlfriends at the mall. but she gave the best opinion about my life, well sometimes i hate it evetho shes right. i have one younger sister, shes so skinny. i dont whats wrong with our genes. but whyyyyy she got the best one? george mendel, can you explain, whhyyy? okay i just realise that shes cool. she dumped her friend hohoho like i told her. her friend was too eww-ly cheapy bitchy to play with my sister.i love her cos she taught me how to be skinny lolss. and i shared like everything. not really everything, but i talked to her more than to my mum. idk why. maybe i have to start a private talk with my mum.

oooh gosh. its already 1 am errrr gotta sleeepppp. and dont forget to pray. thanking for this amazing day:)

ps. H-3 rrrr gdluck!

get ready guys!

2009-04-15T15:43:00.008+07:00

today is the last day of school...

tadi terakhir kali gue sekolah sebagai murid sma
terakhir duduk di bangku gue di pojok kanan belakang yang paling pewe buat makan ato nyontek pr ato tidur
terakhir kali gue belajar di sekolah
terakhir ketemu temen pas istirahat buat makan bareng di lorong
terakhir cekakakan sama anak kelas, tukeran gosip di kelas
terkahir denger anak cowo di lorong ketawa plus teriak2 kayak bocah dari kampung mana
terakhir nceng2in nana di sekolah yang abis dicariin adek kelas cowo
terakhir diajarin sama guru
ter.... man, my tears drop... aaaa

gue lagi denger we're all in this together by hsm. geez! gak nyangka bntr lagi sma selesai. perasaan baru kemaren masuk sma. baru kemaren ketemu temen-temen. 3 hari lagi udah UAN then UAS... libur until graduation. DULU GUE NGITUNGIN HARI BUAT LULUS! DARI BERAPA RATUS HARI SAMPE SEKARANG TINGGAL 3 HARI LAGI UAN!!! cepet parah!

perasaan baru kemaren gue masuk sma sanur. abis libur lulus kelas 3 jamannya world cup. baru bgt gue masuk xb, ketemu anak2 we made our super silly ndutchess and popes hahaha pret! baru bntr banget perasaan kenal sama valisa, baru deket sama yang lain. baru kemareeeeeeennn ke bali rame-rame, cuman awalnya dari iseng2 pas pelajaran fisika. kelas satu sering banget ke rumah teppa, blajar brg. buta ketemu buta! di rumah teppa gak mempan ke rumah wira. disana gak mempan, pulang dgn otak hampa. bljr akun sama emaknya tepa. semacam ke pim sering bangettt, sekarang udah lupa gue pim kaya apaa keseringan ngendep di kamar belajar hahahah taeee. baru kemaren sibuk nanya, masuk program jurusan ipa/ips/bahasa, sekarang nanya jurusanya udah dokter/arsitek/bisnis/pr dll. trus ke bali untuk kedua kalinya. itu perasaan baru deh. baru kmrn sok gaul dengan acara visko-viskoan hahha. baru kemaren bgt tani, tepa, wira pergi! udah mau setaun ajeee. dan perasaaan gue baru banget pulang live in. percaya deh, gue masih aval denah rumah kampung gue. bekas kutu sapi di kaki gue aja masih ada. baru kemaren gue pulang dari china, dan bersumpah akan belajar rajin menjelang uan.baru kemaren foto yearbook. BARU BENTAR BANGET MULAI MODUL TIBA-TIBA UDAH UAN!!!! MAMA GAK ADIIIILLLLLL!!! FFFFF..... stop! no more f-ing, enough for this month.

emosi gue campur aduk. tadi di awal nge post niatnya mau mellow-mellow kangen sma tapi mengingat kata modul gue naik darah sendiri. darah sampai ke ubun-ubun, otot mengejang! paraaaah bgt sekolah gue yang super kepedean, kita cuma dikasi 4 modul dan 1 try out! pleaseeeeeeee bang! otak gue mana bisa nginget bahan 3 taun cuman dengan 4 modul dan 1 try out! dipikir gue makan buku kerjaannya?! dan dan dan try out gue busuk. gue jadi takut sendiri. kn di sekolah gue try out di kerjain di 2 lmbr jawaban, satu dikirim ke rayon, satu di cek sama sekolah gue. dengan jawaban yang sama, kunci yang sama, try out kimia gue yang dari sekolah 8.00 yang dari rayon 2.25!! anjeeengggggggg beda banyak banget!! mimpi ya orang yang meriksa try out gue?! jelas-jelas 8 dibikin 2. kayak gini yang bikin gue takut, cuman mungkin karna salah identitas ato pensil yang salah. masa dpn lo (dan gue) gak terjamin. yang gue kmrn kayaknya gue terlalu lebay deh ngebuletinnya hahaha. gue terlalu brsemangat krna takut gak kebaca, eh ujung2 nya malah gak kebaca krna ketebelan. bego akh. well im just hoping for the best (luck, score, both hoho)

ciao. gudluck biatches!!

anak muda jaman sekarang

2009-04-12T17:05:00.004+07:00

happy easter ppl!

yeay ganti skin!! baru berasa ternyata nyari skin susah banget! sesusah nyari suami. mata gue sampe ampir katarak ngeliatin html code hoho. anyway bsk pra uan! gosh! anjeeeenggg sekolah persiapannya dikit bangeeet. besok udah pra uan. kamis, jumat, sabtu libur tenang! LIBUR TENANG?? eh gila lo pikir gue bisa tenang? hiks parah. dengan 4kali modul dan 1 kali try out. gue mesti ngingetin bahan 3taun belajar! eugh! makan tuh tenang. well gue bakal jarang update, mau blajar dan berdoa tentunya.

bapak-bapak pemerintah, tolong yaa ngasi soal uan nya jangan susah-susah. gak kesian apa sama kita, yang udah belajar ampir gila, mengorbankan masa muda prett. salam sayang, dari ~~saya~~ istri bapak. makasih sebelumnya.

blablas

2009-04-11T00:27:00.004+07:00

gak cuman kupu-kupu yang metamorfosa, manusia juga. kupu-kupu berubah dari awalnya kepompong jelek, jadi kupu-kupu cantik. manusia dari awalnya embrio jadi orang yang bisa menghasilkan embrio lagi. setiap orang punya cara perubahan, dan hasil akhirnya masing. gue ya gue. gak bisa disamain sama siapa aja. biarpun dalam situasi yang sama, lingkungan yang sama, bahkan darah yang sama. dan gue percaya setiap orang berubah menuju ke arah yang lebih baik. liat aja kecoa, siap yang setuju kalo kecoa cantik? gak ada. tapi kecoa jelek itu mengalami perbaikan dari bentuk dia yang semula. buat apa perubahannya? jelas buat bertahan hidup. jadi setiap orang pasti melakukan perbaikan buat menjalani hidupnya. gue yang sekarang gak bisa diminta buat jadi bayi umur 3 taun lagi, yang bisa nya ngerangkak doang sama minta susu. gue sekarang baru 17 taun, masih panjang jalan gue buat nemuin aslinya gue. dan butuh waktu untuk itu. mungkin ada orang yang hidupnya lurus banget, dari bayi lucu-anak baik-remaja penurut. unfortunately, gue engga. why? gue juga gak tau knpa, jgn tanya gue. bukan gak mau jawab, tapi emang gak tau. tapi gue bakal berubah menuju ke arah yang lbh baik, gue yakin. gak terima? up to you. gue gak bisa maksa. tapi apa ini bukti yang selama ini dibilang? kalo kaya gini doang sih nenek2 juga bisa. selama ini siapa yang cuman nuntut? at least gue gak prnah nelen ludah sndiri. gak pernah ngaku2 gak nuntut bnyk hal, tapi kenyataannya nuntutnya kelewat banyak dan nonsense. capek? dipikir gue enggak? apa gue salah ngomong apa yang gue rasain? mau tau knp banyak hal yang gak bisa gue kasi tau? karna gue pikir masalah gue pngen didenger. ITS ALL ABOUT YOU, ALWAYS! gak usah sok pengertian kalo gak mau ngerti. you asked me to understand, to care about you. i care, alot, honestly. but its not always about you. its about us! me- and di-, passive and active. dan kenapa gue yang selalu salah? harus ngerti, harus tahan, harus ngalah? kenapa harus kesannya gue yang salah, gue yang menindas, gue yang jahat? THEY DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME! taelah. i love you but i dont know if you love me too. i guess its just a word for me. thanks for everything, for good and bad. the bad things make me grow up. and kno hows the world gonna be.

new banner

2009-04-11T00:15:00.004+07:00

bllerrrrrkkkkkhhhhh

salam pembukaan yang jelek. gue tau!

gak nemu skin bagus:( taelah. cepat atau lambat gue harus ganti skin ini. apa coba aneh banget pink2 item abu huahaha gak nyambung.

aww awww

2009-03-14T20:42:00.007+07:00

omg i just found out that i couldnt stand on this situation any longer. ah ah help me. have you ever love someone but theres something wrong with your relationship? and you have no choice, you dont know what to do and you cant even describe whatd you feel about that relationship? omg im in this kind of situation now. and its not like what youre thinking, its not exactly about my boy. itsss more complicated than that. ya it makes me wanna go somewhere far awaaaay. aaaah man write sth like this couldnt cure anything it just make everything worse.

i was just wondering about lovers, love, loving blablaas. loollllssssssss. whats in my mind?????? well actually its just twilights side effect hahahahah. i just watched twilight yesterday. ehm its simply because i hate when every girls change their name to something cullen. maaaaannn pasaran bangeeet!! hohooo so i didnt watch twilight till yesterday. i like the film. well i cant deny that cullen is so cool. esp when he looked bella in her eye. awwwww! i love the way he did that. these are some of their convos id always remember.

its when james hunted bella. and the cullens was trying to protect her. its in the cullens s garage.

bella = what if.. if something.. panic gaya nana
edward = no bella. nothings gonna happened. i swear. you are my life now.

the he kissed her. awwww!!!!!!!! mommmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! too gay i know. but i like it.

and this one too, on their first 'date'

balblabla i forgot what they were talking about
edward = i feel very protective to you

well actually i dont really like when someones so over protective to their partner. but it sounds very gentleman when edward cullen talked like this.

man im still hoping that someday david beckham will say somthing like that to me AHAHAHHAHAAH. ew ewww. i have to go back to reality. heeuwwww modul. i have to study ON SATURDAY NITE! blaaaarkhhh. okidoki byeeeeee

kiss<3>

skinny biatch

2009-03-08T14:41:00.011+07:00

girls, see these pictures than look at the mirror and lets say 'i love my body'

lets compare the skinny bones and sexy nicole richie. which one do you prefer?

coming up more.

byee kiss

bad moooddddd

2009-03-05T14:32:00.004+07:00

dfefuwayfnownefposifmuso9pv8987876^&*90s
anjiiiiinnggg!! taik babiii somprettt!!!
gosh gosh di otak gue sekarang cuma ada cacian hinaan BLABLABLAA!!!
MONYEEEETTTT
stres!

please no comment hohooO gue tau lo semua stress. Tuhaaaaan cepetan dong selese modul, uan dll!! mau gilaaa nih:'(

2009-02-15T16:19:00.008+07:00

aa
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ENOUGH BEING A GOSSIP GIRL

xoxo you know ~~you~~ i love me you:)
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single lady

2009-02-14T20:40:00.013+07:00

HAPPY foolVALENTINE GUYSSS!!

for those whos single letss prayy for prince charming. wish he will come to our house before midnite:)
for those whos taken, err wish you happily ever after jealous

gue sendiriiaaan. VALENTINE SEKARANG SENDIRIII!!! kayak dari dulu enggak aja lo sheil! hahhaa mksud gue dari dulu iya sih tapi kan sekarang beda. SYNDROME SENDIRI KESEPIAN ABIS PUTUSS!! eughh lebaaaay men. tadinya mau ada sok single ladies nite out blablaaas tapi ujung2nya batal juga hehehee. gue dari tadi kayak lesbo smsan sama bela dari mulai mau ngedate berdua sampe bikin speech bareng hahah stresss. ato sama atal yang laaamaaa banget bales smsnya hehehe.

oiaoiaa gue mau cerita. kmrn malem , malem valentine gue lagi belajar fisika. someone text me

14 FEB 2009 12.01 am
Hey, look outside!
Someone's there! Who is he?
He's standing there,
and....
Ohh, he bring something...
Well, he's tired and he eft it outside your house..:)

biasa, kalo lagi sibuk belajar gue suka males baca sms hahahah sok sibuk aje loo. jadi gue baca pas gue udah mau tidur. pas gue baca udah ada sms lagi msk

14 FEB 2009 12.13am
he forgot to say happy valentine's day..

trus gue sambil merem melek baca tuh sms, gue baleess. setelah sebelumnya gue ngintip-ngintip lewat jendela. iiihhh tapi yang ada gue malah merindingg sendiri secara depan kamar gue persis ada pohon segede badan valisa. kalo-kalo ada ~~nana jelek~~ kuntilanak ngintip pake baju putih panjang rrrrrrr. jadi gue ngintip pake sebelah mata, berharap menemukan yang ditinggalin itu david beckham pake tuxedo sambil berlutut bawa mawar buat guee heheh ngarep. tapi gue gak melihat apapun, yaiyalaah udah pake sebelah mata, gelap-gelap keliatan apa coba. akhirnya gue sms balik

to : something-licious <3
i tot you really left sth

bbrrrrttt..

14 FEB 2009 12.23 am
Hahaha, just look outside.
He hang it on the fence...

dia nyuruh gue ngeliat kedepan? bisa dikira mau cabut dugem gueee hahaha. ogaaaaaahhhh akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk tidur. hehe gada keren-kerennya akh gue.

besok paginya, bokap gue masuk-masuk abis buka pager nenteng-nenteng bunga. hahahah geliiiii gay bangeeeet pa!! gue pikir bokap gue mendadak romantis, valentine pagi-pagi udah bawain bunga buat nyokap. hehe gak taunya bukan. trnyata itu buat gueee cieeee sheilaaaa. jadi yaa gue menyimpulkan itu dari dia semalem. tapi tau akh tadi di sekolah sok sok gak tau gituu :( rrghh. bingung lagian dia sombong bangeeeet. masa di sms in gak dibaleeeeeesssss!!!!! banyaak gayaaa keseeeeel bweeeeeeeeek. bales sih tapi lamaa banget. rrrrrr

btw, here are my wishes for valentine (Tuhan, kalo bisa udah dikabulin yaa sebelum midnite, okok? Makasih) :
1. GUE MAU MARRIED SAMA PRINCE HARRY!!!! hahahaha goblok! gue juga bingung dia yang muncul pertama kali heheh. gue tau gak mungkin tapii yaaa siapa tau gitchuuu:P
2. eiphveyns please say heeeellllloooooooo kidding
3. The last one is real. I want to live happily ever after. I dont mind if im single now, beside being single is fun and i can spend more time with my gfs. I wish i will marry with someone i realy love. Amen.

kiss kiss
i gave you double kiss tonite since today is valentine:)

blarkh gak penting kok:P

2009-02-12T14:56:00.000+07:00

yaampun ternyata dia jelek HAHAHAHAHHAHA

boo!

2009-02-12T14:34:00.011+07:00

whats going on here?
lifes sucks, for now
TIME HEALS!!! sooo dont worry:) -fake smile:(, this is the real one
im not gonna tell ya whats happened with me hohoo
its just so hard to tell

no kiss today :P

this is why i 'love' my 'lovely' school

2009-02-11T16:36:00.006+07:00

besok ulangan volum benda putaarr!!!

mamaaaa. aduh besok pokoknya gak boleh merah. hahahah iyeh disaat orang2 pada nargetin angka delapan ato sembilan buat gue nilai item pelajaran bu gracia ada udah perlu mujizat. bayangin dong dari awal kelas tiga gue udah ULANGAN 4KALI 2ITEM 2MERAH (satunya untung udah diremed), ASSESMENTNYA PALING TINGGI 6.8!! GILAAAAAKKKKK MURID GILA MANA DAN GURU GILA MANA YANG NILAINYA SEGITUU?!! (jawab: muridnya gue gurunya dia:P) tapi anehnya diraport mat gue masih 7 gyahayaha tangan Tuhan bekerja. pokonya besok gue menargetkan nilai gue bisa 7. amin amin aminn aduh please dongg:( sekarang pertanyaannyaa gue memohon ke siapa?? gak mungkin kan gue sekarang melok melok bu gracia bikinin dia kue sambil ngasi bunga trus nanya soal ulangan besok. ato gue berdoa semaleman suntuk sampe ketiduran dan menemukan buku doa novena ketindihan badan gue. kalo lo semua bilang mesti belajar EH LO PIKIR SELAMA INI GUE BACA MANTRA DOANG KALO MAU ULANGAN? GUE BELAJAR NENGG. wihii :p eh serius gue belajar cuman emang gue menyimpulkan beberapa bulan ini kalo ada kutukan di pelajaran itu. the curse of golden intergration maksa! bodo! aduh tapi emanggg! pas latian se nggak bisa nggak bisa nya gue tetep aja tangan gue goyang-goyang, kalo ulangann?? aduh pantat gue kali yang goyang hehe gak deh. mending ada yang goyang, badan gue kakuuu, keringetan, kepala gedek-gedek, ingusan, berakhir dengan pasrah melototin kertas ulangan dan diakhiri dengan menyadari kalo bu gracia berada di samping gue melototin gue yang lagi melototin kertas ulangan. rrrgggghhh pengennya sih gue pelototin balik, tapii ya berhubung gue mengingat kode etik hubungan guru dan murid, juga mata gue yang kelewat sipit buat melototin orang gue ngalaaahjadilah setiap selesai ngerjain ulangan bu gracia gue selalu mengumpulkan kertas dengan lunglai berharap bisa nyobek tuh ulangan:P

sekarang hari-hari gue penuhh kekhawatiran sama ~~genteng bocor dan tgihan hutang sewa kos taun lalu~~ SEKOLAH. anjrrriiitt sekolah gue tuh super pede jaya kelewat sombongg! masa udah hari gini gue belom ngulang satupun bahan!! mau matiiii. bisa apa gue uan ntaaar? guru2 sih emang katanya menjamin anak sanur pasti luluss biarpun sekarang dikasi uan nya! tapi eh yaa bapak2 ibu2 dipikir otrak murid loo segede badan valisa semua? mana bisa nampung pelajaran 3taun dalam waktu 4 mgg doang? eeeuughhh. guysss please pray for our graduation. biar kita semua bisa lulus dgn nilai baguss okeeeE?

ysdee mau mandi dulu:) byeee cya

kiss

apa sih?

2009-02-08T18:18:00.006+07:00

heeeloooo i just change my blogskins. hows it? now im in front of my laptop. nothing to doo:( well actually there re alota things to do but im not in the mood to do anything hohoo. ah gosh i need holiday, i wanna back to winter camp. eventho i couldnt celebrate xmas and new year hehehe. but it was preety good and i misssssssssss it. yeyeyey YAY! next, i couldnt stop singing lately hahah maybeee i wasnt born to be a doctor i supposed to go to music school haha kiddinggg!!! well here are my songs. i love the lyrics, its not about my life my love life or anything just like ppl hear songs which is connected to their life i just like the lyrics:) hope you like it

Love Story Taylor Swift
And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Where Does The Good Go Tegan and Sara
Look me in the eye and tell me you don't find me attractive
Look me in the heart and tell me you won't go
Look me in the eye and promise no love's like our love
Look me in the heart and un break broken, it won't happen
It's love that breaks the seal of always thinking you would be
Real, happy and healthy, strong and calm, where does the good go

nexttt? rr i lost my writing mood agen ahahahah. now i wanna go upstairs and study biology. geez i forgot about all virus, monera blablasss!! i could only remember my bio teachers face when she explained us about the way she touched her sons butt with butter EWWWW hahhaa PAMALI NGOMONGIN ORANGG!!!! key then. cya

ps=please pray for me to not to fall asleep tonite:)

kiss

breaking news

2009-01-29T15:20:00.007+07:00

i err i rrr its hard to say actually mm okay i broke up with him err 5days ago(im sure you guys know who is him rite? if you dont then read my past posts. hes my errr 1year 24days boifriend). now i dont feel like telling the whole stories or say something about my feelings maybe later:) cause i dont really know what i feel now. i didnt cry loo like almost evrygirls did when they break up. i already cry twice for him lols so i think thats more than enough. i didnt fall in love with somebody or what (grace sed 'dont say its bcos of eifhvphaen') LOLLSSSS OF COURSE NO DARLING!!! things changed, we changed, both of us. sooo i think better if we took a break then.. err i dont kno whats gonna happen later. yaa i think this is the best for us now yea now.

my life is not changed, emm ya i guess so. full of schoolshitsprojects, sleep late, then wake up late in the morning, pray to Jesus that ill be arrive in school 6.55am. then busy with my diet which is never success, i havent got back to my normal size. check fb wish someone would write sth on my wall:P blogging(like now) check peeps blogs or photos. anywaayyy schools goin crazyyyy! yayayaya i kno im in senior year now, i have to study hard and blablass. i already tired liao :P oiaa me and desi, my classmates. we made some kind like errr project, its name is bitchydork project. whyyy? because were bitching tired of being dork but we have to a perfecto dork for this 4 miserably months. pray for me pleaseeeee i want pass the exams and finish my high school with high scores.

ps=one of the bitchydorks rules is i can online onli 1hours aday. boo! well then hav a gwet deii.

kiss

simple life

2009-01-21T21:04:00.007+07:00

heelloo gue mau pos singkat. yea mengingat waktu gue semakin singkat dan tugas makin banyaak. ajegileee:P emm sekarang apa yaa yang lagi hot? em emm kayaknya cuman tugas yang makin gila, berefek samping gue makin stress! eugh dan gue semakin bodoh hahah. contohnya tadi gue nyamperin nyokap gue di dpn tv, buat ngomong sssingkaaat

sheila = ma cea linglung deh sekarang
mama = hahh?? panik kaget shock
she = iyaa, gak konsen. gak bisa mikir.
mama = waduhhh! kok bisaa?! matanya melotot, tambah panik kaget shock
she = gak tau. udah ah daAh! gue pergi
mama = lah? kok gitu? gue tetep jalan naik ke kamar.

yeh gue juga bingung nulisnya, jangan kan elo yang baca hahaha. anywaaayyyy berat gue masih 56!!! geezz yang tau cara cepat singkat beserta tips dan trik menurunkan berat badan kasi tau dongg. ntar kaloo berhasil dicium nana deh hehehhe.

udah akh gue mau belajar bio evolusi (itu lohh yang katanya dulu manusia asalnya dari monyett, plis deh teori siapa jugha?), belajar kwn, truss bikin tugas bughe (bu ~~gila~~ gracia) trus terusss? emm baca ttg redoks sama bikin pg vck. ITU TUGAS GUE SEHARIAANN meeeennn! orang gila mana yang bisa ngerjain tgs segitu banyak semalem doang? ANAK SANURRRR yeah pinter !

bbbyee cya kiss<3>

pict of the ~~previous~~ day

Dear Mr. President

2009-01-20T18:37:00.006+07:00

Blog gue kali ini gue dedikasikan khusus buat masyarakat indonesia.

demi menanggapi kampanye salah satu calon persiden kita yang ngomongin tentang harga bbm yang turun(hope you guys knoe about that). intinya dia kampanye mengagung2kan pemerintahan sekarang YANG KATANYA HEBAT bisa nurunin harga minyak di Indonesia yang intinya dia cuman mau dipilih lagi jadi presideen!!! well gue ngomong aja deh frontal, kampanyenya sby partai demokrat. nah jelas kan haha. dia bilang pertama kalinya harga minyak turun blablablasss. mikir aja deh HARGA MINYAK DUNIA KAN EMANG TURUUNNNN!!! for god's sakeee its not because of him or even the goverment! biar kata embak gue yang jadi presiden, kalo harga minyak turun yaa emang bakalan turun turun juga! berani bangeeet bilang gara2 diaa. theyre smartt yeea really. mereka kampanye lewat tv sama radio(di gen fm tuh ada tongkrongin aje, mobilnya desi tiap hari nyetel itu dan tukang jaga tol bsd bintaro juga:P) yang bisa di denger sama semua orang indo, dari pejabat sampe pengangguran. pejabat mungkin tau itu boong, tapi orang miskin yang cenderung bego gimana? emang mereka tau gitu?? gak sih gue rasa. ada juga mereka percaya minyak turun gara2 pemerintah yang kepinteran, soo banyak yang milih mereka. tapi dari fakta kayak gitu udah bisa sadar juga dongg kalo secra gak langsung pemerintahan kita NGEBEGOIN RAKYAT, mereka ngeboongin rakyat demi kepentingan (baca : kekayaan, kekuasaan, kepuasan) meraka sendiri. dan rakyat kapan dipeduliin? cuman kalo lagi pemilu, karana suaranya diperlukan buat ngambil keputusan. abis menang, meraka bakal lupa sama segala janji2 nya, trus hidup enak deh lo sana 5 taun makan duit rakyat. YA GAAAKK? nah loo pemimpin apaan yang kayak gitu? mana bisa indonesia kaya? omfg im so sanurian. i care about our nation. KADER BANGET GUEE didikan sr francesco abiss. back! tadi sampe mana? lupa! oiya. abis mereka berkuasa, kan lupa tuh sama rakyat jangan kan sama janji2 nya sama kampanye nya aja lupa kali. udah tau pemerintah gak qualified sama sekali harusnya rakyat nya yang pinter, milih presiden yang terbaik (dari yang terburuk which is actually i never found the real leader from indo hohoo oopss sorry i didnt mean to be sarcastic, maybe this year we ll find the best president for us).

thanks for read my post. gue tau yang baca blog gue gak akan satu rakyat indo hahahah. oiaa! btw gue udah daftar GuangXi Medical University. yipiii udah keterima. fyi, GXMU ada di guang xi (yaiyalah masa surabaya?) di deketnya guangzhou di china.

nextt here are my wishes(or goals? both i think) for the next 5 months :
LULUS SMA nemnya bagus:D
bisa bahasa chinese
kurusan. omgomgomggg!! berat gue masih 56
tinggian. its my wish not goal or dream yea its my dream hahah. agak malu minta tiggian:PPP awwww
emm emm? coming up next

kiss<3

china winter camp

2009-01-04T16:53:00.021+07:00

gila gue baru sadar udah lama bangeet gak ngepost hehe forgive me:D liburan natal ini gue ke china ikut kayak camp gitu, winter camp tepatnya. tanggal 22 pergi pulang tanggal 2jan kemaren. 12 hari sebenernya gak terlalu lama sih. tapi entah kenapa gue berasa lama banget. ill tell you about my china winter camp.

its winter camp, not homestay. so were not stay at home
peserta nya 300 orang. ada indonesia,brunei, malaysia, filiphin, australia, new zealand. and we stay in university hotel. kayaknya sehotel dipake sama camp ini deh. sekamar4 orang. gue sekamar sama cindy, gaby and rheina. m sure you guys dont know who they are hihii. hotelnya fine, di dpn loby ada counter snack kayak hamburger gitu enak bangeeet gue beli ampir tiap hari, di depannya ada counter snack kayak mie, aqua, permen dll gue juga beli tiap hari hahahah. kamarnya? okee lah bersih. wcnya? asoyy gue bisa boker dengan aman tanpa takut ada cicak ngintipin while im doing my 'big' business hehe. YANG MASALAH ADALAH KASURNYAA shit. itu bukan kasur sebenarnya, itu adalah triplek buat bikin genteng yang dianggap orang hotel adalah kasur, jadilah diseprein tuh tripleks. maaaan!! gue tiap bangun tidur encokk. biru2, ijo2, pegel2, retakk tulang belakang guee hehe yang terakhir boong. untung aja gue gak bisa bahasa mandarin kalo bisa udah gue omelin tuh obnya. untung juga dia dapet pelanggan goblok kayak gua ahhaha.

this is my unforgotable-messy-comfy room

FREAKING OMG MATESS

yeeehh i miss you so muccchh. all of you guys from indonesia, malay, brunei, australia, nz, filiphina. aaaaahhhh HUG HUG hahah. gaaaab!! id even miss boboohoo and all her shitty shirts hahaha. who is bobohoo? gue sama tmn2 menjuluki satu orang cewek centil gendut boboho. gara2 pas lagi ngomongin dia, christine bingung "which one sih? the fat one? ooo yang mirip bobohoo?" from that moment we called her bobohoo. hahahha mean? yehh i dont care. gue meratiin dia rada aneh gayanya kalo fotoo. dia selalu monyongin bibir nyaa belaga sok sexyy oh yeaaa? sexy dari hongkongg? hahaa.

me and gaby trying to copying her style

nexxxttt, oiaa disana kita menjuluki orang ausi peepers. soalnya cindy sering denger mereka ngomongg ppeeep hahah. gak penting. oiaaaa! ada satu anak ausii tingggiiii abis, hari terakhir camp rosa baru ngomong kalo dia ternyata baru 14 taun! omgggggg!! adek gue aja lebih tuaaa daripada loo!!! tapi tingginya udah kayak apaan. next, we have a lotttta nicks for ppl there. ada si biru(the boy who always wearing blue jackets), pack(from indo, one of our friends, hes kinda freak lols), tinta(kata gaby kumisnya kayak ketumpahan tinta hahah), leader(ill tell ya later about this guy;p), et cetera lupaa kebanyakan hahahha. next nexttt

i gained 3 kilos, yeaah i love to eat:P now i have to diet. at least back to my normal weight

when i was in china, i hateeeee the food so much! theyre too oilly. but now i miss them hahah. yeeehh pagi2 di canteen dorm makanannya bubur POLOS (polos disini means tawar, bener2 cuman beras dibuat bubur), susu (biar katanya ada melamin yang penting enak haha), xiamen canteen fried ricee(KANGEN DONGGGGG, cuman ini yang gue suka hahha), trus kayak snack2 yang dimakan pake bubur polos gt kayak cakwe, kacang, tahu, sayur apaa gitu namanya semuanya asiinnn2. abis makan pagi gue selalu nyemil, di lobby hotel ada counter tempat jualan hamburger, kebab, sosis, bubble tea dll. gue dari awal nyobain udah bertekad bakal nyobain menunya satu2 DAN BERHASILLL hahahhah yeaaa gue udah serakus valisa disana:PP makan siang sama makan malem di canteen nya actually gak gitu enak. dingin2, ada ssih yang anget tapi seringan dingin. seperti yang udah gue bilang juga, semuanya berminyak bangeeeet, bu fifi kalah meen. TAPI KANGEEEEN (makanannya BUKAN BU FIFI) but food i miss the most issss taratararatattataa shabu2 yang di tusuk2 haha apa sih namanya gue gak tauu. aduh ini makanan enak bangeet deeeh, anget2 pas lagi gue kedinginan, dan terlebih muraaaah liaaao! ahahah cuman 2 RMB udah puas deh loo. i ate that food evrynitee oiaa dia bukanya malem doang. no wonder i could gain 3 kilos only in 12 days hihiii

when i was eating that shabu2. this pict is taken by pack actually hahahha

ps= gue mau sebenernya ngelanjutin cerita tapi gue mesti pergi ke rumah michelle buat latian senam ~~ibu hamil~~ aerobik. meeeen! hari geneee aerobik? oiaa btw sekolah menggila. gue baru pulang retret dan sadar kalo sekolah udah mulai (kemanee ajee loo? udah seminggu jugha!) jumat ulangan integral, senen transformatika, selasa fisika atom. GREEAAATTTTOO!

kiss<3

my christmasss

2008-11-28T21:13:00.002+07:00

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
From now on your troubles will be out of sight, yeah
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Make the Yuletide gay
From now on your troubles will be miles away, oh ooh
Here we are as in olden days
Happy golden days of yore, ah
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us, once more, ooh
Through the years we all will be together
If the fates allow
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough, ohh
And have yourself a merry little Christmas now
Oooh...
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us, once more, ohh
Through the years we all will be together
If the fates allow, oh yeah
But 'til then we'll have to muddle through, somehow
Oh yeah, oh ooh oh
And have yourself a merry little Christmas now

that's life

2008-11-16T15:32:00.002+07:00

bokapnya temen gue, Bella baru meninggal kemaren. kemaren gue abis ngelayat gitu malem. bel, be though dear, lo gak cuman sendiri kok kita semua ada di belakang lo. jangan malu kalo mau cerita2 okee? lo jd anak paling gede, lo yang harus ngedukung adek sama nyokap lo, LO HEBAT BEL kemaren gak nangis-boleh2 aja sih nangis sbnrnya hehe-. Tuhan pasti punya rencana sndiri bel.

next, besok gue ada ulangan 2 MAT FISIKA!! sama ngumpulin maket seni rupa eeeughhh betee! males banget nyeleseinnya. abis ini mau belajar aaakh(thats what i always said since 2 hours ago heheh) btw gue udah buat goals untuk 5 taun ke depan hahah gue mau super skinny kayak model2, mau tinggi, pipinya mau tirusan, sama mau pake stiletto kemana2 hihii (jangan ketawa lo semua!!) gue serius pengeeen!! hahaha tapi mungkin gak sih? gak kayaknya heheh.

ps = gue sekarang mau beneran belajar. abis post ini langsung matiin notebook. naik ke atas, buka buku BELAJAAARRR

kiss

womanizer

2008-10-30T17:39:00.005+07:00

hidup gue agak sedikit berubah belakangan ini. emm berasa lebih canggih dikit sih ahhaa. dulu separuh hidup gue dihabiskan untuk gosip, nonton dvd, welll gosip paling oke. sekarang gosipan gue udah sedikit naik taraf menjadi obrolan hehehe. beda tau gosip sama ngobrol!

di kelas gue emanggg lagi hot banget gosipin sapu:P well gak pentinglah yaa ngomongin dia disini. terus some of my friends are talking bout her AGAIN heheh gue juga ikutan sih. tapi gak hot kok gue. ayoooo ghe, bel, lin, nard TANCAP LAGIII hihi em tapi sekarang omongan gue selain menjurus ke arah masa depan gue-yangmasihterombangambinggoyahetceteraa- gue ngomongin valuta asing, kurs mata uang (sama aja sih), saham, ekonomi, krisis global, sampe PERNIKAHAAAAN hahahah yang terakhir cuman inigo yang ngomong gue nya denger sambil manggut2 doang hehe. bahkan gue sekarang sangat peduli sama ekosospolbud indonesia, global warming, saham-saham mainan nyokap gue. dan gue mulai menyentuh koran, bukan cuman liat iklan2 sama jadwal bioskop doang hehehe.

kemaren gue, feby, desi, gavin ngomongin saham sama dollar. kita ngomongin kenapa indo kayak gini sekarang omgggg keren banget gak sih gue sekarangg? ahhaha. dan gue sekarang mau ngeles pelajaran. yah yang ini sebenernya normal sih. cuman gue nya aja yang ogah nyentuh buku di luar jam sekolah, akhirnya nyerah mengingat nilai gue yang mulai labil hehehe.

besok ulangan mat TT superhiks! mau tidur akh ntar jam 8 bangun belajar. yang baca blg gue sebelum jam 8, bangunin yak boo hehehe:)

kiss

hugs and kiss for youuu bebs

2008-10-27T13:14:00.006+07:00

its supposed to be a group not a duo
we re almost fell asleep in that smelly table while you guys are sleeping in you comfort room
we re just taking about 3hours to sleep to do sth which is supposed to be yours
well we re not angry or what
we do believe in karma baby

love you guys
kiss<3

marissa coopers'

2008-10-25T20:31:00.006+07:00

maybe im not the one for you i dont care
if you can find someone better than me go ahead
just make it simple bebs

kiss<3

i need more timeeeee Goddddd

2008-10-23T18:24:00.007+07:00

kok blog gue yang ini gak bisa buat nulis pake huruf gede yak? aneh deh bok. blog gue kayaknya mencoba menyembunyikan emosi gue dpn orang2 hehe. well gue lagi buat majalah. H-5 kelompok gue baru kebakaran jenggot buat majalah. yang berjengot evan atik doang sih hahaha *apa siih?*

anywaaaay, today s a super duper bad dayy. kemaren gue udah belajar fisika, sampe sakit kepala minum paramex 6 biji tetep gak ampuh, yang terakhir bercanda. gue tetep aja gak bisa ulangannya, pp mat juga. eughhhh beteeek!!! pusing banget sama sekolah, kebanyakan tugas tau gaaak?!!!

gue tadi baru mengkalkulasi waktu gue :
sehari 24 jam.
sekolah 7 jam
sisa 17 jam
makan, mandi, kencing, boker, jalan, pake baju, cuci tangan, naik tangga 2 jam
sisa 15 jam
tidur siang ples tidur malem 9 jam
sisa 8 jam
online, nonton tv, denger ipod, main komputer, nonton dvd, baca majalah/koran(uhuy bacaan gue sekarang hahaha) 4,5 jam
sisa 3,5 jam
mencoba buat pr dan belajar 1,5 jam lah
sisa 2 jam
ngobrol2, gosip, curhat 2 jam
abis waktunya

itu jatah waktu yang gue punya dalam sehari. kalo gue melakukannya sesuai, dan lingkungan mendukung pasti gue bisa. MASALAHNYA ADALAH JARANG BANGET SESUAI. seringnya kelamaan online, ato gosip di telpon jelas waktu gue berkurang. ato gak mama ngajak ngobrol lamaan. atoo pr/ulangan yang kesusahan (kayak kemaren) jadinya waktu 1,5 jam tuh cuman pas buat gue nyoret2, ngomel2 gak bisa apa2. kalo ada extra tugas? jam tidur gue yang msti dikorbaninnn rrrrrr. krg ajarr. i neeedddddd 48/7!! 24/7 isnt enough for me (us). am i right?

shittyschool

2008-10-22T20:33:00.005+07:00

sekolah menggila, gue juga ikutan dongg :P omg, sekarang hidup gue kerjaannya cuman berkutat dengan laptope untuk mengerjakan tugas (dan chat, post dll tentunya hehe), buku pelajaran buat belajar yaiyalaaah masa buat keset? walaupun tidak sekalimat pun yang masuk ke otak gue, pensil buat nyoret2 sekaligus menggabar, penghapus buat ngapus gambar gue kalo bukunya udah kepenuan gambar dan gak ada tempat coret2an. rrrrrr

besok gue ada pp mat dan ulangan fisika LISTRIK STATIS yang tidak gue mengerti SATUPUN, SAMA SEKALI. bayangkan sama sekali, mungkin besok waktu gue menerima kertas ulangan gua akan berdoa novena, lalu biarlah tangan Tuhan yang bekerja. mungkin gak sih? mungkin aja bleerkkh hihi. belom lagi deadline tugas KWN!!! majalah dan presentasi. Tuhaaaannnn, kenapa sekolah tegak banget.

oia btw gue kemaren ke agen pendidikan cina (bosen smpe gue ngomongin kuliah!). gue disana dikasi tau macem2, yang sangking banyaknya gue sampe lupa dia ngomong apa aja. yang gue inget cuman katanya harus cepet-cepet daftar, ngasih ijazah. KALO BISA JUGA GUE MAUNYA CEPET2 LULUS NGASI TUH IJAZAAAH UAN KE ELO heheh ups esmosay. yaa gitu deeh gue pusing sama sekolaah hahah. gilagilaaa

welll gue mau belajar fisika dulu yak. kalo gue tetep gak bsia gunakan cara lama, PURA-PURA SAKIT BESOK PAGI!! hahaha.

kisskiss

lalalalala

2008-10-12T15:31:00.004+07:00

eeehhmm (batuk sebagai pertanda gue mulai omongan eheh apaan sih)
perdebatan gue tentang university, masa depan, karir gue sudah hampir menembukan sedikit titik terang.

IM GOING TO CHINA PEOPLEEE

80% gue ke cina. sisanya 20% gak jadi ke cina kalo misalnya gue tiba-tiba keterima di fkui, ato full scholarship ke tokyo university ato john hopkins, atau mungkin bokap gue tiba-tiba berbaik hati mau nyekolahin gue ke inggris dan gue ternyata mampu keterima di cambridge, gue males kuliah, bokap gue males kuliahin gue, ato terakhir tiba-tiba ada eksmud ganteng, baik, kaya, masa depan terjamin, lebih tinggi dari gue ngelamar gue hhihiih

yah intinya kemungkinan besar gue ke cina. em selain kendala-kendala standard yang biasanya org bakal nemuin kalo study abroad such as homesick, kangen makanan kampung, dll gue menemukan satu kendala BESAR sebesar badan valisa heheh. i cant speak chinese, i cant write kanji. gimana gue komunikasi dongg. gue udah ngeles sih, tapi tetep aja susah! i have to talk in 4 tones, i have to remember about 3000 kanjii have to blablabla. actually chinese grammar is so simple, just like indonesia. tapi ngavalin tulisan nya itu. maaannn susah! mirip-mirip gitu tulisannya. salute to people who can write kanji:s eeh tapi gue bakal ngambil international class sih di cina hehe. abisan gk sanggup eke kalo mesti blajar bahas duluu ehehe

ada 3 sekolah di cina yang jadi pilihan gue:
1. chongqing university. di chongqing, tengah cina, atas nya guangzhou, kirinya shanghai, atasnya nanning juga. katanya agen sih ini yang plg bagus, asik, dll tapi gue bingung si agen sangat menyarankan sekolah ini knapa yak?
2. zhejiang university. di zhejiang, hangzhou, persis bawahnya shanghai. katanya disini banyak cewek cantik (wtff? gue mao sekolah bukan nyari cewek, lagian gue naksirnya cowok kok! haeha) ini sekolah ketiga plg bgs di cina, tapiii si agen bilangnya sama aja bagusnya sama chongqing yang diurutan 20 sth.
3. nanning university. somewhere over china, gue belom nanya apa2 ttgni skolah. tapi katanya sih bagus hehehe.

sumpah topik university tuh hot banget diicarain di sekolah, di rumah, di lingkup pergaulan (ceelah bahasanya) gue. hikssss Jesus i neeed youuu

oyy

2008-10-07T15:13:00.005+07:00

halo donggg:)

yaampun udah lama bangeet gue gk nge post heheh malash belakangan. welll lo liat aja blog gue udah berantakan semrawut ginii skin nya gk jelas lagi males nyari yg lain. ini dulu yaak ntar kalo udah ada waktu gue edit lagi deh hehe yampun gue males bgt sih emang.

eehhhmm lately hidup gue biasa-biasa ajaa nothing special. cuman lebih norak aja kalo ngomongin kuliah omg! dont say word kuliah di depan gue, sensitif niii. sekolah gue rasa juga udah bukan 120 km /jam lagii LEBIIHH secara pemerintah yang sangat-pintar-kelewat-cerdas-kelebihan-cairan-otak itu berniat memajukan uan jadi BULAN FEBUARI which is 4 BULAN LAGII!!! *^567%*&^$#$7%#890&%)(@!! rrrrrr gak pada mikir apah sekolah susah, capek, pusing, bikin gue gendut, rebek, aneeeeeh! HEEEHH!! HERAN DEH GUEEE!!(gaya nana) 4bulan lagi gue mesti melanjutkan pelajaran kelas XII dan mengulang pelajaran kelas X, XI. dari mulai plantae sampe genetika dari mulai glbb sampe listrik statis dari mulai makan sampe boker mesti gue pelajarin monyongggggg. mau tau gara-gara apaan pemerintah majuin uan? gara-gara pemilu maju! rrrrrrrrrrrr

yaa sesuai yang udah gue tulis tadi sekarang anak-anak sekolah gue lagi sibuk ngomongin pelajaran, sekolah, masa depan, TOEFL, IELTS, beasiswa, pendaftaran blablabla-hell yeaa gue tau ini dia omongan yang seharusnya anak sanur omongin, guru-guru bisa tersenyum lebar karena ini. bukan kayak gue biasa kalo gk ngomongin HSM, gossip girl, butik, rncn liburan sampeee kolor ijo(yang terakhir boong). di kelas gue suasana juga mulai gk normal, yang pinter tambah pinter, yang rajin tambah rajin, yang males juga tambah males. seharusnya yang rajin menyesuaikan diri dengan yang males biar balance heheh gk deh. beberapa fakta yang baru gue temukan TADI-hari pertama sekolah abis libur lebaran-
1. gue masuk sekolah jm 6.45 OMGGGGG mama ku jaggo bisa ngebangunin gue smpe segitu pagi!!
2. jossy sekarang ah-youre-so-funny-eww-ha ha ha ha jayus i mean.
3. evan tadi selama kimia tidur trus pas michelle di depannya kebingungan dia naikin pala dikit trus geleng-geleng dan kembali tidur. ya tuhaaann disaat molekul-molekul kimia setiap orang lagi bereaksi dengan H2S (kentut) lama masih bisa tidur. daaan yang terpenting adalah gue tau ini bukan dari merhatiin lama, tapi bu winarsih yang ngedumel sendiri, kewalahan, ngobrol sendiri di sebelah guee. gue sih nyengir-nyrngir doang hihihi
4. gue tidur jm 3 pagi dan bangun jam 5.30 dannnn tidak tidur karena tertarik nge post.
5. batak balik ke jogja SO WHAAAAATTT? leave it..
6. nyokap bokap gue tiap hari ngalor ngidul ngomongin kuliah gue. dan tadi untuk pertama kali nya bokap nyokap gue khusus telponan buat ngurusin kuliah gue, dari mulai visa sampe makanan gue disana. mama penting banget sih, gue aja gk tau university nya!
7. GUE SUPER NGANTUK heheh soooo byebyeee mao tidur duluu:)

&*(^78&^#ni2j3h4o8

2008-09-22T20:33:00.004+07:00

this is my life. yayayayaa whatever!!
terserah deh lo mau ngomong apaan. I DONT CAREEEE
gue yang ngejalanin hidup gue
buka elo
bukan dia
bukan siapa-siapa
lo gk tau apa-apa tentang gue
GAK USAH SOK TAU MAKANYAAAA!!!!
rrrrr

2008-09-18T23:00:00.006+07:00

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aduh si kakak

2008-09-17T15:13:00.006+07:00

You said:miss those old days..when we could do what we want and nothing we care about..miss the moment when summers began and we started to plan our whole summer vacation..now the summer is over and i guess our times are up also..we should go, chase our own dreams on our own way..but the memories are still here, they are not going anywhere..plus i still beg you not leaving this soon..but if you didn't go, i wouldn't know how i'm gonna miss you..

I said:surely gonna miss those days..those 16 years we have spent together..those 16 years full of happiness and laughter..those 16 years of our sisterhood..the summers are not yet over.. it will always be there in our heart..we may not be able to spend it as usual,, but our heart will remain the same..i'm leaving,, soon you will as well..let us reach both of our dreams together..and meet up in our future then..i might not be on you 17th birthday,, but you have to know that i'll always pray for you..my caring, my love, my worries for you will never perish..thx for being my sis..thx for making me cry through your message last night..thx for your love towards me..though this might seem sad, one thing for sure no matter how far away we're seperated,, will always be sisters..

I know it sounds like dangduts:)
We're not gonna spent our holiday together again at emak well maybe someday which is like 9891827637000 years blekhhh

teh manis kerupuk romeo kuuu

2008-09-05T20:35:00.006+07:00

gue baru aja pulang live. yeaa mungkin lo udah tau kalo anak sanur baru aja pulang dari live in. live in means lo mesti tinggal di kampung, membaur dengan orang2 kampung and become a bopung(baca=bocah kampung:p). disana gue tinggal bareng Ibu Ngatmi, sama anaknya Catur. mereka sumpah! baik-baik bangeeet. mereka yang bener-bener ngasih the best buat gue sama elye. eventhough kita bukan anak kandungnya dan bahkan baruuuu banget kenalnya. dalam kesederhanaanya si ibu sempet-sempetnya motongin ayam seekor buat gue sama elye makan, dia sama catur gk nyentuh tu ayam gue rasa. pas gue pulang, gue dibawain banyak banget krupuk, teh, dia bahkan bawain gue nasi buat dimakan di jalan. terakhir dia nangis gitu pas gue sama elye pulang,well ampir semua orang di kapel tempat kita ngumpul nangis. cuman gue sama clarissa yang gk nangis kayaknya hehee emang gak ada perasaan guee. gue sedih, iya emang. tapi emang gue asalnya susah nangis.

mm cukup membicarakan hal-hal yang mendramatisir keadaan. gue lebih tertarik ngomongin kejadian nyata live in nya-haha pantes aja gue gk bisa bisa nangis-.

super lambreta boy
tidak, gue tidak akan menceritakan teman sekelas gue si evan lambreta lamak lemak. gue mau cerita tentang anak tetangga gue yang bernama Deta, kelas 1 sd, umur 8th, vet 1kali. dia gue rasa punya penyakit yang namanya diseleksia, yang bikin orang susah mencerna segala sesuatu yang berurusan dengan tulisan. dia gk bisa baca, nulis, nambah, ngitung. dan lemotnya minta ampun. scene1, waktu itu gue pernah ngomong gini nii, waktu gue, ly, catur, deta tiduran gelar tiker di luar rumah, sambil liat bintang ditambah angin sepoi-sepoi
"aduh anginnya keren abis!"
diam
3menit kemudian
"angiinn??"
10detik kemudian
"kereeenn??"
ya! dia butuh waktu 3menit buat nyerna 4kata dari gue. gimana kalo di sekolah guru ngomong?
scene 2, ceritanya gue, ly sama catur lagi ngakarin dia nambah-nambahan. dia itu kalo lagi nambah-nambah jongkok. lo tau kenapa dia jongkok? karena dia butuh jari kaki nya buat nambah. truus gue sama ly nanya, "eh kamu kok ngitung pake jari kaki sih? ntar kalo di sekolah masa naikin kaki ke meja?" trus dia jawab "ya enggak to mbak!" yeaaa gue sama ly bangga, berasa ni anak udah lumayan pinteran. gak taunya beberaa detik kemudian dia lanjutin gini "kan aku sekolah pake sepatu mbak! mana bisa". ternyata dia gk pinter.

krrrr.... tokek tokek
di rumah gue yang disana gue raasa ada ternak tokek deh. sumpah banyak banget tuh tokek seliweran. gue kan takut banget sama binatang melata sejenisnya. tapi disana gue mesti dihadapkan oleh segitu banyak tokek eeughh. dari mulai di wc gue jejeritan liat tokek and finally si ibu membunuh tokek hehe. sampe lama-lama gue udah kebal denger suara tokek. bahkan yaa di kamar gue tuh udah kayak kebon binatang. awalnya krrr... tokek! nggggg ckckckckckck citcitcitt auuuuuu. hayooo coba tebaaak ada binatang apa saja yang terdapat di kamar sheilaa?

super bus maut
naik bus ini lo bakal berasa di awang-awang. gue naik bus safari darma dengan gambar norak yaitu beberapa ekor gajah berjejer sambil tersenyum, gk tau sih senyum apa enggak hehe, yang pasti gue udah kayak mau wisata taman safari. ini bus benar-benar menaati perintah ciko which is berlari dengan kecepatan 12okm/jam!! yeaaaa plokplokplok gue rasa bus ini udah lebih dari 12okm!! valisa, gue , angky, tesa adalah penghuni tetap kursi bus bagian belakang. dan dari belakang rollercoaster aja kalah nakutinnya dibanding ni bus! dia bisa nyalip bus lagi di belokan yang kanan kirinya jurang. dia selalu sebagai front man yang nyalipin bus-bus sesama santa ursula. setiap belokan, bus ini ikutan miring mungkin sampe 30derajat. semua orang gak bisa tidur dengan tenang. semua orang marah-marah, si ima sampe teriak "paaaak! bapak bawa orang bukan kambing!" mungkin buaya iya ma, ada si valisa noh hahaha peace. pada akirnya, bus gue ini pedal gas nya patah. entah karna kaki si sopir kegedean ato karna dia terlalu nepsong nyetir, gue rasa yang kedua tuh. akhirnya gue dipindah bus amiiiin gk sama tu supir lagi.

teh manis racun
pas siang hari kedua kalo gk salah, gue ly sama ibu lagi duduk aja di rumah. secara panes banget mana ada orang sinting mau jalan-jalan, tapii ternyata ada 2orang sinting mau jalan-jalan. bu vonny sama bu agatha. akhirnya si ibu ngobrol sama ibu-ibu(?) mm maksud gue ibu ngatmi ngobrol sama ibu vonny sama ibu agatha. trus gue sama ly disuruh menyiapkan teh. gue sama ly ke dapur. mengambil 2 buah gelas, menaruhnya diatas meja. lalu menuangkan teh ke gelas satunya. belom sampe penuh udah abis tu tehnya. akhirnya dengan kemampuan terbatas, gue dan ly buat teh lagi. setalah selesai membuat teh, gue nuangin ke gelas satunya. shit! kenapa warna tehnya putih? gue kucek-kucek mata dipikir buta warna sesaat gak taunya emang teh nya berubah jadi warna putih. bukan, bukan berubah. tapi tehnya belum nyampur sama airnya. tapi udah terlanjur di tuangin ke gelas. akhirnya dengan kreatifitas penuh, gue sama ly mencampurka isi kedua gelas itu. gelas pertama dituang dikit ke gelas kedua, trus gelas kedua dituang lagi ke gelas pertama. sampai kita dapatkan warna tepat yang kita inginkan. trus abis warna nya sama. gue sama ly niat ngasih gula. karna males ambil sendok lagi, gue sama ly ambil sendok bekas dari gelas ly yang sudah dijilat-jilat, emut-emut sama ly. tu sendok kita pake lagi buat ngambil gula trus dicampurin ke gelas bu vonny sama agatha. trus tanpa rasa bersalah, kita suguhkan dua gelas teh kehadapan ibu-ibu. mereka minum, lalu bu agatha berkomentar "sheila, lidya, enak lho tehnya. manisnya pas. kamu cobain enggak?" gyahahahayah gak tau dia ramuan apa yang gue ly lakukan demi menghasilkan 2gelas teh kayak gitu hahaha.

live in seru deh pokonya even banyak pengorbanan yang mesti dilakukan buat dapet serunya itu. mulai dari tidur bareng tikus, mandi bareng kadal, makan sebelah pringnya kucing dll. tapi seru akhirnya. dan gue punya sth buat dikenang.

goodbye my best tantan:)

2008-08-29T23:59:00.005+07:00

ive just arrived at home from citraland:) ich bin ein Gebursagparty kommen. im really tired, tomorrow im going to wonosari. im gonna die in bus for 12hours:( ok, heres the story. gue mau post singkat ajah hehe ngantuk. tomorrow were going to wonosari and stay there for a week until 5sept. my best friend tania will be leaving to seattle on 4sept. which means today is our last meeting huhuhuu. tadi gue, valisa, atal, marco, ari turun dari eskalator meanwhile tantan sama nyokapnya naik eskalator. hell yea! what a great farewell! gue mau nangiiisss! tans remember, we used to watch the oc together and listen spice girls together.

what will i be?

2008-08-25T15:18:00.003+07:00

berbicara tentang masa depan gue adalah salah satu bukti nyata orang yang hidup tanpa arahan. bukannya males mikiran ato bahkan gk peduli, tapi gue bingung! iya! beneran gue bingung banget kalo ditanyain mau jadi apaan. tapi yaa so far gue selalu jawab "emm kalo gak ambil medical ya design". tapi itu cuman di mulut doang, emak gue aja smpe stress kalo ngomongin sekolahan gue. dia lebih seneng ngomongin masa depan sama adek gue yang udah jelas hahhaa. adek gue baru masuk SMIP loren gitu. jadi jelas.. dia kuliahnya pasti kalo gk hospitality ya yang jadi tour guide gitu. nah gue? bisa aja menclak menclok sesuka gue.

katanya bokap gue dari dulu, setiap orang pasti punya satu kegiatan POSITIF yang mau dijalanin mulu. bokap gue ngasi contoh dirinya sendiri (?), katanya dari dulu dia kerjaan nya nge band mulu, bisa tidur bareng gitar bahkan. aduh kesian mama dapetnya mantan gitar hehe. trus kan dia mau sekolah musik tapi gak dibolehin sama nenek gue, akhirnya dia masuklah ke bisnis. dengan dalih hormat orang tua, dia bersikukuh kalo dia at least masih punya hobi walaupun gk kerja dari hobinya dia sndiri. dan dia selalu nanya ke gue "sheil, kamu sebenernya suka ngapain sih? hobinya apaan?" dan yang lain-lain. cuman beda diksi tapi tetep aja intinya satu, dia nyari tau gue hobinya apaan.

yayaya bolehlah pa kau berbicara apapun. tapi anakmu ini akan tetap suah untuk menemukan hobinya:P

disaat orang lain sekarang udah tau mau masuk apaan gue masih gonjang ganjing ginii. yaa kecuali beberapa temen deket gue yang setipe semua sama gue. gue nanya berapa kali ke orang2 gini nih
"eeeeh! lo ntar jadinya mau kuliah apaan ntar?"

tania-yang sebentar lagi akan pergi merantau meninggalkan tanah airnya demi pendidikan-= medical sheil.
atalya=gak taoo! gak tau. gak tau. enggak tao
valisa= emm.. pengennya sih bisnis sheil
nana= gk tau. secret agent cia kali *doeengg*
thesa-yang udah ngambil bta vila merah-= DESIGN! yeaah harusnya pergaulan gue sama orang macem dia mulu nii biar jelas juntrungannya hehehe
angky= arsitek dongggg
desi= bokap pengen nta gue teknik informasi sheil
marco-yang udah bta 8 juga-= dokter! duu cowok gue lebih bermasa depanTT
evan= gue mau yang enak, bisa sambil kerja, ada hubungannya sama musik, trus kerjanya santai, tapi kaya, trus gk dibelakang meja (??????)
bella= tau sheil dokter kali.
bah= musik
beberapa anak di kelas gue serempak = DOKTER!!

yeaah itu sampel anak-anak sanur, ada yang jelas ada juga yang gk jelas. gini nih, gue maunya dokter tapi kalo mesti ngebayangin waktunya, gilak bisa-bisa adek gue udah punya cucu gue baru kawin(lebai hehe). tapi serius dokter kan lama banget! trus selain dokter.. design! gue msti super kreatif buat itu, truusss gue takut kalo selera gue beda gitu sama pasar. intinya belum siap mental buat ngambil resiko ehehe. jadi gue bingung!!! kalo disuruh bilang mau ngambil apa, banyak banget mau guee! dari mulai dokter, fashion design, interior design, musik klasik, art, jurusan yang bikin novel kayak andrea hirata hehe (ada gak sih?), teknik perminyakan, sampe bahkan gue pernah berpikir kalo theatre asik!! padahal baca naskah aja mentok-mentok kalo di suruh drama religiositas di depan kelas. jadi terang aja gue coret mentah-mentah ide gue buat main theatre.

gue juga gak tau gue suka banget ngapain, semua nya standard ajaa. satu-satunya yang gue ngefans abis tuuuh cuman spice girls sama david beckham! gilak kan. mana pekerjaan based on posh gitu hehhe. gue suka gambar, mentok-mentok gambar baju ato gak orang hasil imajinasi gue. gue juga suka main musik, tapi bisanya drum doang itu juga dikiiit banget. mungkin perlu dibetulin yang ini, gue sukanya denger musik bukan main musik hehhe. kalo main gue suka, asal gue bisa, contohnya waktu kalo gue orkes gue semangat banget jamannya pak amir, sekarang? si pak juhats gilak mau melahirkan gue di kondak sama dia. suka bnaget nyalain guee. jadi gue males-malesan gitu sekarangg. trus dokter! ini eumm gue juga bingung kenapa tampang kayak gue tertarik buat jadi dokter hahaha. gue cuman pengen pake blazer putih trus lembur trus mondar mandir di rumah sakit sambil pake high heels heheheh. trus perminyakan, gue juga bingung gue cuman mikir kalo teknik perminyakan keren kerjanya di pelosok gitu, cewek lagii. tapi gk deh takut gue kalo ngeliat binatang aneh such as cicak ato kadal bwekkk.

sekarang gimandang dong booo? gue bingung. any suggestion huh? hehhe. oia bahakn waktu itu si congki pernah ngomong ke gue, gini nii "sheil lo cocoknya jadi ibu-ibu arisan deh!" gosh!

gue kepengen belajar:p

2008-08-21T15:07:00.004+07:00

SHEILA!!
its your senior year. belajaaarr.. jangan males males!
jangan main muluu.

buat semua yang baca blog gue, lo semua secara langsung dan tidak langsung, mau tidak mau akan menjadi saksi bisu, dan tuli dari postingan gue.

tertanggal 21 Agustus 2008, gue, yang terkeren (Ytk.) Patricia Sheila Natari Salisa akan mengucapkan janji untuk setia pada profesinya sebagai murid SMA Santa Ursula BSD 'o9. Bahwa gue akan belajar dengan baik, sesuai dengan titah dan komando agenda kelas:( ps= susah banget deh nulis janji mau belajr serius, lebih gampang janji kawin kayaknyah lol

its not that simple to describe about love-my love actually

2008-08-18T21:37:00.007+07:00

I'm trying to know what love means
because I believe that love is exist
Its not just in a soap opera
or in Nicholas Spark's
I know why they called it FALL in love
I know why Rihanna and Ne yo hate to love
I guess I know the reason why'd I live here
I know why'd people got engaged and divorced
Love is never get bored
That's why my grandma and grandpa had their gold marriage
Love is confused
Sometimes it can hurt, really hurt
then in just a moment it could make me fly away so high
Now I realize
I like him
I need him
I want him
but I don't know if I love him. It needs more time to prove.. and I need him to prove that he loves me too, cause I believe that love needs feedback:)

DUA BELAS ipa 3

2008-07-18T20:46:00.003+07:00

gosh. time goes so fast. i'm in twelfth gradee ahh im the senior now hahaha. gue sekarang maik kelas 12ipa3! eumm yaa secara baru jugha jadi gue belum bisa nge judge ini kelas enak apa enggak. tapi untuk sekarang kelas gue udah kayak kuburan. murid sebagai pelayat, guru sebagai setan yang keliaran, suster sebagai penjaga kuburan hahahahaha salam damai suster-ku-sayang. gue sekelas sama anak-anak yang notabene nya superrajinanakgurutukangnyatet bangetch. adoooh bisa meninggal gweeeee! so far yaa gue cuman bengong-bengong di kelas, berharap gak tidur, nyeletuk-nyeletuk trus dilihat dengan tatapan apa sih nih orang? sama anak sekelas. shit. tapii yaa gue cuman mau menjalankan yang terbaik laah, abisan daripada nilai gue kacau mikirin anak kelas hehe. yang penting sekarang gue harus belajar! omg can you believe it? gue ngomong gue harus belajar. setelah 16 tahun gue hidup perrtama kalinya gue ada niatan mau belajar hahahaha.

TOITOITOI

i'm a hundred % girl

2008-05-18T14:09:00.009+07:00

Ini postingan gue yang paling konyol kayaknya haha. Gini ceritanya gue punya temen gila di kelas namanya EDO dia freak tapi baik dan KONYOL bloon hahaa. Waktu itu gue tabrakan sama dia, entah dia menyenggol bagian apa dari tubuh gue, trus dia langsung bilang gue punya *it*t. Dan dia kumandangkanlah ke satu kelas "WOOOII si sheila punya *it*t!!!" gubraakkk tengsin guee! Nah ini masalahnya, tadi si marco telepon gue pas gue lagi mandi kan gak gue angkat, trus abis mandi dia nelpon lagi trus ngomong apa gitu ttg gender2an, gue juga smbil baca gogirl edisi gender skrng. Entah kenapa gue ceritakanlah tragedi gue-edo di kelas itu. Gue pikir dia bakal ketawa-tawa gimana eh ternyata enggak
sheila(s) = blablablabla (lagi cerita sambil ketawa2)
marco(m) = ...... diem seribu bahasa
s = co kok diem aja sih?
m = enggak
s = enggak kok diem aja.
m = gak tau ngomong apa
s = (merasa bodoh dan salah cerita) heheheeehe ilfil ya?
m = emm dikit
s = *dongdongdongdong* (menyesal telah bercerita) haduuuhh hehe ampun co jangan ilfil aku cewek asli kok gk punya *it*t.. hehehee (berusaha penuh meyakinkan)
m = iya tau. (amiinn) cuman syok aja. GUBRAKKK
s = aduh co jgn gitu dongg. becanda doang kok hehee tenang ajaa.
m = iyaa.
s = *mati gue matiiiii* SWT
s and m were in silence TT

Akhirnya sheila memutuskan untuk mengakhiri telepon bilang mau tidur. Padahal gue langsung nelpon edo ngomel panjang lebar, kalo misalnya gue diputusin cuman gara2 gosip gue bukan cewek tulen. Eeeeh tuh mahluk satu malah dengan santai nya menjawab "yaudah sheil, kalo lo diputusin sama marco, bilang aja ke dia pacarannya sama gue!" Ya Tuhaaaannnn gue yang gila ato siapa sih sbnrnya?

yudha, pemuda asal cirebon

2008-05-16T23:08:00.011+07:00

Gue punya temen namanya Yudha. Orangnya tuh aneh bin ajaib binti konyol. Sumpah gue gak pernah nemu orang seaneh dia. Bahkan mungkin 100 post gk akan muat buat nyeritain tuh anak hehe. So sorry yud. Berikut akan sheila paparkan keanehan dia.

1. Aksen Jawa nya dia supeeeeeeerrrr medok. Dia masih berbicara dengan saya dan kamu. Harusnya sih gk aneh, tapi entah kenapa jatohnya di dia tuh aneh hhehe. Dan lo semua mesti denger teriakan 'WWAAAAAAA' dia yang sangat sangat khas. Sumpah itu kombinasi antara tune dan vibrasi yang sempurna.

2. Tingkah laku dia itu semuanya aneh-aneh. Dia itu punya sebuah ketertarikan khusus sama yang namanya plastik. Salah satu penyumbang global warming terbesar. Entah kenapa dia punya philia sama benda-benda yang terbuat dari platik. Dari kantong kresek item sampe adukan kopi J.Co. Dia punya 3 cadangan adukan kopi J.Co. Mungkin masih normal kalo tuh adukan buat ngaduk kopi di kost an dia, tapi masalahnya tuh adukan dipake buat DIEMUT sama si yudha. Haduuhh... Trus dia ngemut tuh barang bukan cuman saat tertentu dimana gk banyak orangngeliat. Dia ngemut tuh benda mulai dari nyampe sekolah sampe jalan pulang. Gue gk ngerti deh di kostnya diapain, ditelen kali yaa. hehe. Dan bahkan ekstrimnya dia, dia masih ngemut tuh adukan pas waktu olahraga. Sambil lari, main basket dll dia masih ngemut tuh barang. Trus tadi pas pulang iseng-iseng gue tanyain "Yud, lo gk ngemut-ngemut adukan J.Co?" dalam hati gue berharap dia sudah normal. Ternyata, "Oh iya! Saya lupa! hehe". Dia keluarin tuh adukan dari kantong nya trus diemut lagi sambil dia ngomong sama obat. Astojim Yudhaaa.

3. Mengenai kantong kresek, dia suka make kantong kresek item buat di jadiin topi sama dia. Lalu ia akan merasa diri hebat bagaikan batman. Oh shit! Bolongan yang dipake buat pegangan tangan dikalungin ke kuping dia trus diatas kepalanya di tajem tajemin biar kayak kuping gituu. dan dengan gaya nya yang charming buat neggodain Muti, dia bergaya super pede. Dan mau aja di foto2 sama gue Muti. Hahahhaa gila emang dia.

4. Dia punya trik khusus buat ngebersihin kacamata. Berikut tips nya =
a. Lo lepas kacamata lo.
b. Lo lepas KACA nya kacamata lo.
c. Lo biarkan tuh kacamata lo merana karna dia gk punya kaca lagi.
d. Lo sibuk ngebersihin KACA nya kacamata lo.
e. Dengan tangan lo memegang KACA nya kacamata lo, lo pasang lagi tuh KACA ke kacamata lo.
f. Nah kan karna tuh KACAudah kotor kena tangan lo lagi, lo bersiin lagi tuh kacamata lo terserah mau ngulang cara dari b sampe e ato lo bersiin langsung pas KACA nya masih nempel di KACAMATA lo.

5. Dia nge fannnsssssssssss bangeeett sama ANGELINA JOLIE! haha gue bingung. Dikit2 omongan nya si enjjol.

6. Waktu itu gue kerja kelompok di kost nya dia. Kan ada adegan drama radio yang menyuruh dia tenggelem. Dan dia dengan idenya yang sangat melampaui batas kejeniusan seseorang dia berinisiatif UNTUK MENCEBURKAN DIRNYA SENDIRI! ogossshh.. Dia ngambil ember temuan dia di dkt tpt cuci baju, trus ngisi tuh ember smpe penuh. Trus dia gotong tuh ember ke dalem kamarnya. Gue sama Febe udah berusaha mencegah smpe mau mampus. Tapi dia tetep ngotot. Manusia mana yang mau dengan sengaja menceburkan dirinya sendiri kecuali Yudha? Yudha menang, Gue dan Febe mengalah. BYUUUURRRRRR dia nyeburin tuh kepala dia ke ember ungu! HOAH HOAH HOEK HAH HAH HAHHH Yudha gelagapan kelamaan nahan napas. Dia meronta-ronta sekuat tenaga saking lebaynya ember dan segala isinya tumpah ke lantai. yeaaaa plok plok plok benar-benar sebuah totalitas dalam berakting! Tuhaaaaaan. Akhirnya dia ngepel lantai gue dan yang lainnya tetep lanjutin drama radio. Trus terkhirnya dia cerita kalo dia enek, mau muntah. Tau gara-gara apaa? Gue pikir gara-gara kelamaan nahan napas ato keselek aer ato apalah. Tapi ternyataa itu ember buat ngepel, dan dia minum air mentah rasa superpel yang sanagt kerasa. Yudha yudhaaa.

7. Yudha punya gaya sendiri untuk memperlancar peredaran darah dan siklus otak dia kapanpun. Gaya ini cuman dia yang bisa, dan seberapa lama lo berguru sama dia lo gk akan bisa. Trust me! Gaya nya tuh gini. Tangan kanan sama kiri lo disatuin macem mau tepuk tangan tapi kasi ruang antara telapak tangan jadi cuman ujung jari doang yang ketemu. Trus lo gerakin semua jari tangan lo dengan tenaga dan kekuatan extra sampe cepeeeet banget! Nah tapi tuh semua jari tangan lo msti ketemu gk boleh ada yang miss. Dan lo lakukan itu di atas kepala, di belakang lutut sambil badan lo rada bongkok ato di bawah meja biar gk keliatan guru. BISA GAAAAK? Yudha bisa dongg (?). Waktu itu di tengah pelajaran, gue sama Cath mau belajar sama dia.
Cath (C) = Yudhaaa! Gue mau dong bisa gaya lo!
Sheila (S) = Yudhaaa... Gimana sih gaya lo?? Gue mau belajar donggg.
Yudha (Y) = Aduuh udalah situ gak bisaa.
S = Bisa bisa bisa! Gue pasti bisa asal diajarin!
C = Iya gue bisaaaaa! *akhirnya cath nyambung hihiih*
Y = emm gimana yaa? Ya diikutin aja tangan saya. Nih giniii... *dia nyontohin dengan semangat 45*
S = Aduuhh kok cepet banget sih? Kok bisa yaa?
Y = Yaaa bisalah. *yudha bangga*
C = Lo mikirin apa Yud kalo tangannya godek-godek gitu?
Y = Emm biasanyaaa kalo saya laper tangan saya gerak sendiri. Trus saya jadi gak laper lagi deh.
S & C = *cliiiinnggg* bingung, merasa bodoh, mikirim pake akal sehat apa bisa geraklan tanga gitu ngenyagin perut?

Yudha yudhaaa.. Temen gue yang satu ini kocak abis! Anak-anak ipa3 seru banget pokoknya!! IPA3 posh!