enjoying every breath i take

gila udah lama juga yak gua gak nge blog. oh mama kangen banget sama sma ! fyi, gue sampe sekarang masih terbayang-bayang kehidupan jaman dahulu kala gue haha. gue jd pengen nyanyi lagu gotta go my own way nya vanessa hudgens :P temen-temen gue jg udah jarang update blog lagi. nyeeeet ! gw perlu gosip ! haha. proxy lagi ngadet cyukk gak bs ol fb gue :(

fyi, gue baru bisa ol hari ini. orang china telecom sih minta ditampar banyaakk banget alesannya gak ngebenerin internet gue. sialan sentimen banget ! akhirnya gue naro modem di kmr sebelah kak momon lol. thankso !

anyway i like the weather. its perfect for me. 17-ish C. cuaca yang seharusnya gue bisa pakai baju apapun yang gue mau KALO ADA BAJU. gue cukup menyesal ya meninggalkan banyak baju di jakarta. gila nyampe sini gue kayak gak punya apa-apa. lumayan menyedihkan. tapi besok mau belanja sih uhuy :) DAN DISINI BERASA BANGET KALO BELANJA. kalo makan, kalo beli macem-macem, INTINYA KALO NGELUARIN DUIT. duit juga keknya gak betah di dompet gue. kampvrt. oia entah berapa mgg yang lalu gw berasa kurusan gt :P tapi yaa suhu dan nafsu makan berbanding terbalik yang cukup drastis. kalo mau dibuat rumus ya penurunan suhu 1 derajat nafsu makan gue bertambah 2 kali lipat. itung kalo udara normal anggep 25 derajat. winter anggep anget-anget 8 derajat. nafsu makan gue bertambah (25-8) x 2. (&^t3te^&$%S#e52r3yu7%@O?:>{>:, !!!! preti asmara kalah sexy ntar sama gua bisa-bisa AMIT AMIT KETOK MEJA !

gue juga cukup menyesal yaa kesini gak dibekali keahlian memasak. ehm mungkin nyokap gue dulu udah berniat kali ya membekali gue kemampuan masak-memasak daripada bekelin gue indomie sama chiki doang tapi mungkin kuping gue baal kalo emak gue nyuruh bantu masak. jadilah nyampe sini nasib gua gini, udah mulai dingin, mau keluar males, mau pesen bosen, MAU MASAK GAK BISA. suer deh kemampuan gue gak lebih tinggi dari abang gorengan. modal masak gue selama ini adalah main masak-masakan jaman sd sama adek gue. daun gue jadiin bawang putih, garem dari tanah, batang gue jadiin sendok apa kek yang sekiranya mirip :P dengan kemampuan itu cukup membuat temen-temen gw ngejerit kalo gue masuk dapur HA ! HA !

temen-temen gue disini smua overall oke :D baek2 lah anak indonya banyak cing haha. sorry cak ! gw gak se sendiri elo lol. positive side : enak lah berasa kampung halaman. negative side : mandarin gue apa kabar cyuk? haha. eh tapi jangan salah mandarin gue improved juga disini (YAIYALAH sampe enggak keterlaluan jg) walaupun improved nya gak lebay sih tapi ke yi lah LOL. later im gonna posting in chinese WOW ! hahha.

ps. me and grace, we were hang out at davids yesterday. we were talking about ehm our life now. i knew she miss london and she knew i miss jakarta. we often talked about our own country, our living before we came to china, more and more each day. but then we realized that the more we talk about our past, the more we miss our past. and we cant live our life like this. i need to stop it soon. its my home now-for the next 6 years. i know ill come back to my REAL home once every year but yea my life is here. its like im here, im not in high school anymore, im not in my home, im not living in the past, theyre just to precious so i cant compare them to anything else, including my life now. i need to stop comparing about my life. it wastes my time. though i know this is not what i planned, not exactly what i wanted to be, its not what ive found in my dream few years ago but yea i need to live my life now without any kind of silly-unimportant-feeling. cos i know im gonna miss my life here like i miss my life in high school after some years from now. and life here is pretty cool not that boring. i cant wait to see my self on lab coat do some work with corpse LMFAO.

this is my prayer : Jesus please wake me up tomorrow morning at 7 oclock. and please let me sleep right after i publish this post, let my eyes closed in less than 3minutes. gimme a good rest, i dont wanna fall asleep again on chem class tomorrow. amen .